Chapter 212 I'm Gone
Chapter 212 I'm Gone
Seeing that the two people didn't know how to start the conversation, An Cinian pouted and quickly hugged Xie Yu'an, rubbing against his neck, and said aggrievedly, "I just can't hear right now, they're just making a fuss over nothing."
"What? You can't hear me? You're only telling me now?"
Hearing An Cinian say that she can't see and still have such an indifferent attitude, what's wrong with her!
Seeing Xie Yu'an's frozen expression and her somewhat unpleasant attitude, An Cinian thought Xie Yu'an was angry. Her body trembled uncontrollably, and she gripped Xie Yu'an's clothes even tighter, as if afraid that Xie Yu'an would leave her at any moment.
Xie Yu'an noticed the girl's movements in his arms and gently stroked her back: "I'm not angry, I'm just heartbroken..."
"I just can't hear you right now, don't be angry." An Cinian didn't hear Xie Yu'an's words at all. Her face looked like she had suffered a great injustice, and her voice was full of sobs.
Seeing that Xie Yu'an ignored her, An Cinian hugged Xie Yu'an's neck again, buried her head in Xie Yu'an's neck, and unconsciously tried to put her tender lips and teeth in front of his neck.
The beautiful, delicate woman was clinging to him, and he had to restrain himself.
Xie Yu'an smiled wryly, trying to pry the beauty off him, but she wouldn't cooperate at all and even tried to seduce him, pushing her body forward: "Husband, my dearest husband, can't you let me hug you for a while?"
Five parts aggrieved, five parts coquettish. Xie Yu'an was completely helpless against An Cinian.
"Well, we'll be going now. The doctor said we can go home now and just need to rest."
Seeing the two of them being all lovey-dovey here, Shu Yunji and Hu Zhenyi couldn't stand it anymore. They decided to let the two young couple enjoy their time together.
Xie Yu'an thanked them and saw them off. After closing the door, she stared at An Cinian, who was sitting on the bed, with an unreadable expression.
Then, when An Cinian came to her senses again, she realized that she had been kissed by Xie Yu'an. The kiss was soft, and she blinked her amber eyes, wondering why A Yu'an's lips were so sweet.
Before she could even figure out why, Xie Yu'an, completely ignoring An Cinian's absent-mindedness, lifted An Cinian's chin and kissed her again.
This time it wasn't a gentle, light drizzle, but rather a domineering, angry, and, most importantly, heart-wrenching one.
I originally thought it was just a simple case of hearing loss, which could be cured by maintaining a good routine and eating a healthy diet. However, this time the illness came on fiercely, without giving anyone any warning.
That night, An Cinian felt unwell even before lying in bed. She rushed to the bathroom, grabbed the sink with both hands, and vomited repeatedly, feeling worse than ever before. It felt like countless ants were gnawing at her flesh and blood.
It's blood... Is she really not going to make it?
An Cinian trembled all over and gasped for breath.
Why? Now she realized it too; not only had she lost her hearing, but her sense of taste and vision had also suddenly deteriorated. It was terrifying; she was going to die, she was really going to die!
Before An Ci finished reading, Xie Yu'an had even entered the bedroom. Taking this opportunity, she quickly turned on the hot water and used a hot towel to warm her pale face, hoping that Xie Yu'an wouldn't notice that something was wrong with her.
Xie Yu'an came in.
"Honey, are you washing your face?"
Seeing that An Cinian did not react, he pointed to the towel in An Cinian's hand.
"Do you want me to wash you?"
Xie Yu'an nodded, bringing his face closer, his eyes filled with melancholy.
"Ayu, you are so beautiful."
By getting this close, An Cinian can see more clearly, but, but I can't see you anymore, Ayu. My five senses are getting worse and worse. I will never be able to see you or feel your warmth again.
Xie Yu'an looked at An Cinian. When the two of them went outside, Xie Yu'an handed An Cinian a glass of milk, indicating that An Cinian should drink it.
An Cinian readily accepted, holding the glass of milk in both hands. Just as she was about to drink it, Xie Yu'an tried to stop her, as if there was something she couldn't say.
But in the end, An Cinian still drank it.
"Delicious."
Good to drink?
Xie Yu'an's heart, which had been hanging in suspense, died.
He swallowed hard, his Adam's apple bobbing, and said, "Honey, I have some business to attend to. You should go to sleep."
He took out his phone and typed a message to An Cinian. After receiving An Cinian's nod, he hurriedly left.
After finishing her milk, An Cinian lay on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling. What should she do? If she continued like this, Xie Yu'an would definitely notice that something was wrong with her, and A Yu would worry about her.
If I were to die in Xie Yu'an's arms, wouldn't that be too cruel to Xie Yu'an? Has that day really come?
An Cinian was getting more and more sleepy and needed to sleep for a long time every day.
Xie Yu'an finally couldn't hold back anymore. He hugged An Cinian and typed a message on his phone: "Niannian, we'll be together forever, right?"
Why do you think we can't be together forever?
An Cinian tilted her head, somewhat puzzled. The sudden question caught the slow-witted An Cinian off guard and she didn't react for a moment.
Xie Yu'an released An Cinian and continued typing: "Wife, I'm scared, can you promise me? Please, promise me, okay? We'll be together forever."
"Did you know?"
He found out. Seeing An Cinian's appearance, he understood. He went to Si Qiyan, and Si Qiyan told him everything. It turned out that his white moonlight, the god engraved in his heart, had long fallen in love with him. They had known each other for a very, very long time.
An Cinian has always protected him in a way that is good to him, guarding him from behind. Even if he may never know what price An Cinian will pay or what the result will be, An Cinian is willing to do it.
"I'm sorry, Ayu. It's my fault. I've hurt you. No matter how I look at it, we're already entangled. But I'm still willing. As long as it's you, I just want my wife to love me and stay by my side. I don't want anything else."
Thinking of all this, Xie Yu'an typed even faster. He wanted An Cinian to know his attitude: he loved An Cinian, and he loved her even more than An Cinian could imagine.
It's unclear how long the two of them had been snuggling together in bed, but An Cinian was a little tired and collapsed into Xie Yu'an's arms.
Xie Yu'an cried, tears streaming down his face; he truly couldn't bear it anymore.
My wife~
Niannian, once a person dies, they don't know what the next life will be like. No one can start over forever. If I miss you in this life, I don't know if I will ever find you again.
I always say I'll be with you and love you for all eternity, and that's true. But I also want to give everything to God in this life, all I want is you.
The next day, An Cinian was in excruciating pain, her face was deathly pale, and beads of sweat were dripping from her brow. She was eventually awakened by a nightmare.
An Cinian sat up, bewildered and helpless. She, she seemed to be really going to lose her sight.
She quickly got out of bed and opened the bedroom door. In the hallway, she could vaguely see several figures on the sofa. She quickly went downstairs. If someone hadn't quickly supported An Cinian, she would have fallen again.
"Xiao Nian?"
Seeing An Cinian like this, Lin Yan felt a pang of sorrow spread through his body. Xie Yu'an had told them about An Cinian's condition, which was why they had come today.
An Cinian leaned closer: "Oh, Lin Yan."
So that's who they are.
Shu Yunji also came over, took An Cinian's hand, and led her to sit on the sofa.
An Cinian's eyes were originally amber-colored with a transparent brightness. Now, these eyes, which are almost invisible, are even more distressing. Everything was getting better, so how did it turn out like this?
"Xiao Nian, how have you been lately?"
Xie Yu'an told them that he knew, and Shu Yunji wrote this sentence on An Cinian's palm: "Try to use your eyes less, I'm really afraid your eyesight will get worse."
In fact, An Cinian didn't need to look at their expressions to understand that her situation was getting worse and worse. She really wanted to be with Xie Yu'an for life, but... in her current state, she would only be a burden to Xie Yu'an.
As a result, her temper has become irritable these past few days, and she gets angry at the slightest disagreement, which is very frustrating for her.
"Xiaoyun, am I going to never get better?"
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