roccoschili Chapter 126 Inner Pain
Chapter 126 Inner Pain
After hearing this, Xu Qin's parents' worries eased a little, but they still revealed a hint of uneasiness.
"Meng Yanchen, we believe that you can take good care of Xu Qin." Xu Qin's mother said gently, her eyes full of gratitude and trust.
Meng Yanchen felt a warm feeling surge in his heart. He knew that Xu Qin's parents had full trust in him. He was determined to live up to their expectations and take good care of Xu Qin.
"Thank you for your trust. I will do my best." Meng Yanchen said solemnly, his eyes full of determination and responsibility.
Facing Xu Qin's parents, Meng Yanchen felt an inexplicable pressure. He felt that he was placed in a responsible role, and he needed to constantly stay calm and rational to provide comfort and support to Xu Qin's parents.
However, he was not so determined in his heart. He felt that he didn't have so many thoughts now, he just wanted to get rid of all the troubles, escape the constraints of reality, and make himself feel relaxed and comfortable.
Deep in his heart, there was an inexplicable desire to escape from it all, to escape from this world that made him feel painful and uneasy. He wanted to find a quiet place, stay quietly, and calm himself down.
"Meng Yanchen, are you okay?" Xu Qin's parents looked at him, seeming to sense his inner anxiety and uneasiness.
"It's okay, I'm just a little tired." Meng Yanchen forced a smile, trying to hide his inner anxiety and uneasiness.
Xu Qin's parents looked at him with worry and concern in their hearts. They knew that Meng Yanchen had been under a lot of pressure recently, and they hoped to provide him with some help and support.
"If you need to rest, we can let you stay here for one night." Xu Qin's mother said gently, her eyes revealing a hint of concern and warmth.
Meng Yanchen felt a warm current surge in his heart. He looked at Xu Qin's parents with gratitude, and his heart was filled with gratitude and warmth. He knew that he was not alone, and that Xu Qin's parents were there to support him. He felt an inexplicable comfort and relief.
"Thank you, I will have a good rest." Meng Yanchen said solemnly, his voice full of gratitude and sincerity.
Under the care of Xu Qin's parents, Meng Yanchen received some brief comfort, but when he was alone, the pain and loneliness in his heart once again came over him.
He felt like he was trapped in an inescapable quagmire, and no matter how he struggled, he could not get rid of the despair and pain. His heart seemed to be stabbed by an invisible knife, and he could not stop flowing with pain and anxiety.
He thought of his confession to Xu Qin, and the feeling of despair of being rejected came over him again. He felt that all his efforts had been in vain, and he could not understand why his feelings for Xu Qin were so unappreciated, and why his sincerity and kindness were always unrewarded.
He felt abandoned by the world, that he could no longer find any hope or way out. He gradually fell into a state of boundless despair and loneliness, and he felt that he could no longer bear it.
In the dark night, Meng Yanchen closed his eyes and tears flowed down uncontrollably. He felt that he was knocked down by life and could not stand up again. He felt that he had lost everything, all his hopes and dreams, and he didn't know how long he could hold on.
He felt as if his heart was locked by an invisible chain, unable to breathe, unable to be free. He wanted to shout, wanted to release the pain and anxiety deep in his heart, but he could not find any outlet.
As night fell, Meng Yanchen felt more and more depressed. He felt that he was oppressed by an invisible heavy pressure that he could not get rid of.
Driven by his low mood, he suddenly remembered the story that Xu Qin once mentioned that she liked the seaside. Perhaps, going to the beach, breathing the sea breeze, and quietly gazing at the surging waves of the sea could bring him a little relief and comfort.
So, Meng Yanchen decided to go to the beach. He needed a quiet place, a place where he could face his inner self alone.
When he stepped onto the beach, a fresh sea breeze blew on his face, carrying the smell of sea water, making him feel extremely refreshed and comfortable.
He walked to the beach, sat on the sand, closed his eyes, and listened to the sound of waves hitting the shore. This sound comforted and warmed him, as if it was telling him about the tenacity and hope of life.
He stared at the sea in the distance quietly, with a lot of thoughts in his mind. He thought of Xu Qin, his feelings for her, and his despair and pain of being rejected.
He felt like a lonely boat drifting in the vast ocean, unable to find the direction to move forward. He didn't know how long he could hold on, and he felt exhausted and couldn't bear it any longer.
However, when he stared at the surging waves, he suddenly felt a surge of strength in his heart. He realized that he could not always be immersed in sadness and despair, and he must bravely face the reality and cheer up again.
Meng Yanchen left the beach and went to a large library in the city center. The library was quiet and peaceful, with countless books on the shelves, each of which seemed to be a window to knowledge. Meng Yanchen felt that he could find some inner peace and tranquility here.
He walked into the library and was surrounded by a peaceful atmosphere. He felt as if he was in a completely different world, a world without worries and pain, but with the light of knowledge and wisdom.
He walked to the bookshelf, picked up a book at random, and began to read. He was immersed in the world of the book, forgetting all his worries and anxieties, and only focusing on the words and stories in the book.
As time passed, Meng Yanchen slowly forgot his pain and anxiety. He felt as if he was comforted by a magical power, and his mood gradually became calm and peaceful.
He didn't know how much time he had spent in the library. He only knew that he needed such a quiet place to relieve and vent his mood.
In the library, he found a sense of isolation, he felt as if he was in a completely different world, a world without worries and pain, only the light of knowledge and wisdom. He felt as if he had found hope in life again, and he was determined to work hard to move forward and meet the challenges of the future.
After spending some time in the library, Meng Yanchen felt his heart gradually calm down. However, he knew that this peace was only temporary and he could not escape his inner pain forever.