roccoschili Chapter 154 Just a little bit inferior
Chapter 154 Just a little bit inferior
However, the uneasiness in Meng Yanchen's heart did not dissipate, on the contrary, it became stronger and stronger. He began to reflect on his life, he began to question what he was pursuing, and he began to feel confused and bewildered.
"Perhaps, the dream I have been pursuing is not what I really want." Meng Yanchen said to himself, his voice with a hint of heaviness.
Xiaoyu patted his shoulder gently, "Yanchen, don't blame yourself too much. Everyone has times of confusion. The important thing is to find your own direction."
Meng Yanchen was silent for a moment, and a determined light flashed in his eyes. "You are right, Xiaoyu, I can't stop. I must keep moving forward and find my own dream."
So, Meng Yanchen began his new pursuit. He gave up his original job and started a new journey. He traveled to many places, experienced many things, and began to try various jobs and projects. He tried hard to find the dream that could satisfy his heart.
"Yanchen, do you really want to give up everything you have now?" Xiaoyu asked worriedly.
Meng Yanchen smiled bitterly and said, "Perhaps, this is what I have to do."
He knew that it was not easy to give up everything he had now, but he also knew that he had to do this in order to find the dream that truly belonged to him. He did not want to disappoint his own heart, he did not want to disappoint Xiaoyu's expectations of him, he had to move forward bravely.
Deep in Meng Yanchen's heart, there is an inexplicable force that supports him and keeps him moving forward. Although he doesn't know where his destination is, he believes that as long as he moves forward bravely, he will always find his own direction.
"Maybe, I just want to give myself an explanation." Meng Yanchen said to himself silently, with a determined light flashing in his eyes.
As Meng Yanchen continued his journey, he met a girl named Xu Qin who moved his heart. She had a pure face and a gentle smile. Every time he was with her, Meng Yanchen felt extremely happy and satisfied.
One day, Meng Yanchen invited Xu Qin to go shopping together to give her a surprise. They came to a fashionable boutique, which displayed a variety of gorgeous and elegant clothes.
"Yanchen, these dresses look so beautiful." Xu Qin's eyes sparkled with joy, and her smile was brighter than the sun.
Meng Yanchen looked at her smile, and a sweet feeling surged in his heart, "Yes, you will be more beautiful in these skirts."
He walked around the store with Xu Qin, and finally stopped in front of a pink dress. "Does this dress look good?" Meng Yanchen asked with a smile.
Xu Qin shook her head slightly, "I think it's okay, but it may be a bit expensive."
Meng Yanchen smiled and picked up the skirt and put it on Xu Qin. "Try it on. Maybe it will look completely different on you."
Xu Qin hesitated for a moment, but still took the skirt and walked into the fitting room. A moment later, she walked out of the fitting room wearing a pink dress, and the whole person seemed to radiate a charming aura.
Meng Yanchen looked at her, his eyes sparkling with joy, "You are really beautiful."
Xu Qin lowered her head shyly, a blush on her face, "Thank you, Yanchen."
Meng Yanchen smiled and took out his wallet. "Let me pay. Consider this skirt my gift to you."
Xu Qin looked at him in surprise, "Yanchen, are you really going to give it to me?"
Meng Yanchen nodded, "Of course, I think you deserve the best."
He secretly made up his mind that no matter what difficulties and challenges he would encounter in the future, he would do his best to protect Xu Qin and let her live a happy and fulfilling life.
As the love between Meng Yanchen and Xu Qin grows stronger, another important person appears in their lives - Song Yan, an old friend of Meng Yanchen.
Song Yan is Meng Yanchen's childhood sweetheart and one of his most trusted friends. The two grew up together, experienced many ups and downs, and established a deep friendship.
One day, when Meng Yanchen and Xu Qin encountered some difficulties, Song Yan took the initiative to step forward and offered to help them. "Yanchen, I heard that you have some difficulties recently. Do you need help?" Song Yan's voice was full of concern.
Meng Yanchen looked at him with some emotion, "Thank you, Song Yan, it's great that you are willing to help us."
Song Yan smiled and said, "You're welcome. This is what I should do."
Therefore, Song Yan began to assist Meng Yanchen and Xu Qin in solving problems. He used his wisdom and resources to provide them with a lot of help, allowing them to overcome difficulties and challenges.
"Song Yan, you are amazing!" Xu Qin said gratefully, "Without your help, we really don't know what to do."
Song Yan smiled and shook his head, "Don't be polite, I'm just doing my duty as a friend."
Meng Yanchen looked at Song Yan beside him, his heart full of gratitude and admiration. He knew that without Song Yan's help, he and Xu Qin might have fallen into despair long ago, but now, with his support and help, everything became hopeful.
"Thank you, Song Yan. I feel safe having you by my side." Meng Yanchen said sincerely.
Song Yan smiled and patted his shoulder. "You're welcome. We are friends and we should help each other."
With the help of Song Yan, Meng Yanchen and Xu Qin gradually got out of the predicament, and their lives became better and more fulfilling. In the process, Meng Yanchen's feelings for Song Yan became deeper, and his trust and dependence on this good friend became stronger.
Although Meng Yanchen had a deep friendship and trust for Song Yan, as time went on, a subtle emotion began to emerge in his heart - jealousy.
This jealousy did not come from distrust or hostility towards Song Yan, but from Meng Yanchen's insecurity and inferiority in his own abilities. He began to doubt his own value and ability, worrying that he could not compare with Song Yan and could not bring more happiness and satisfaction to Xu Qin.
One evening, when Meng Yanchen was walking with Xu Qin, he couldn't help feeling sad when he saw Xu Qin and Song Yan chatting happily.
"Yanchen, what's wrong with you? You look a little uncomfortable." Xu Qin asked gently. She was keenly aware of the change in Meng Yanchen's mood.
Meng Yanchen tried hard to hide his emotions, "Nothing, maybe I'm a little tired."
Xu Qin gently held his hand, "Yanchen, I know you are a little dissatisfied with Song Yan, but I hope you can understand that he is just a good friend and has no other intentions."
Meng Yanchen smiled bitterly, but his heart became heavier. "I know, I just have a low self-esteem and I'm afraid of losing you."