Chapter 181: Compassionate Gods Save World-Weary Believers (14)
Chapter 181: Compassionate Gods Save World-Weary Believers (14)
He calmly explained these gruesome death conditions, his dark black eyes were lifeless, as if he had lost all life.
The subsequent experiences were too disgusting and dirty. Qingning didn't want to taint his ears, so she stopped talking and just stared at him with her dark eyes: "Lord God , after hearing about my past...do you still think that I am the evil in this world?"
In his incomplete memory, he saw that Zhuo'an's kindness to him was purposeful, and that the warmth he received was all a long-planned calculation.
But even so, he still chose to plunge in without hesitation, even if the outcome was irreversible...
Having been drowned in darkness for too long, whenever he encounters a glimmer of light, he will be like a moth, flocking to the light, even if not even ashes are left in the end...
Zhuo'an gently took him into his arms: "I never thought you were evil from the beginning."
"Human nature is inherently good, even if you, as a member of the world, think evil."
The black and white chain representing good and evil showed a faint white color at this moment, but Zhuo'an had no time to pay attention to it at the moment.
He has always known that Qingning is a mimesis of evil thoughts derived from this world.
As a mimic of evil thoughts, it will carry everyone's unprovoked malice from the beginning.
He is like an emotional trash can that has been thrown into this world by the world. Everyone can unscrupulously invest their unexplained malice on him, and everyone can vent their depression in life on him.
Because he was defined like this by the world at the beginning of his birth.
Qingning rubbed his shoulder affectionately: "Lord God, why do you treat me so well?"
"Because of love."
He did not use those high-sounding reasons, but stated the truth straightforwardly: "Because of the love that arises from compassion."
“My soul tells me that He loves you dearly.”
[The world's evil thoughts mimic the love value +10, and the current love value is: 30. 】
Qingning lowered her eyes and covered her heart.
Here... there was suddenly some inexplicable warmth that was completely opposite to what he usually felt.
He looked up at Zhuo'an and asked softly: "Lord God, will you always love me deeply?"
"I can."
For Qing Ning, he didn't know if such a firm answer was what he wanted.
He looked at the white bracelet gradually appearing on Zhuo'an's wrist, and suddenly raised a big smile: "Lord God, can you take me to see the kindness in this world?"
Zhuo'an: "Okay."
The heavy topic was discussed lightly by the two of them, and Zhuo'an led Qingning all the way to a remote orphanage.
The two of them hid in the darkness and watched the old scavenger walking towards the orphanage step by step, holding on to a branch.
The person who came to help him should be the director of this orphanage.
She held water and a towel in her hands. She didn't mind the dirt on the old man's body and took the initiative to wipe his sweat and give him water.
"Grandpa Wang, it's hot today, why don't you come to the orphanage to rest for a while?"
The wrinkled old man was silent for a long time, then shook his head: "I'll forget it."
"I'm quite old, old and smelly. When the weather gets hot, I just need to find a cool place to stay. There's no need to go to the orphanage and smoke the children."
"You can't say that." The dean supported him with disapproval in his tone: "A few days ago, Xiaohu and Xiaopang were telling me when Grandpa Wang would come. If you want to rest in the courtyard, they guarantee that They are all happy!”
The old man had a somewhat reserved face and wiped his hands unnaturally: "The children probably won't like me looking like this..."
Seeing that he still refused, the director took out a handful of stacked banknotes and stuffed them into his hand: "Grandpa Wang, this is the money you gave to the orphanage last month. Take it back and buy it." It’s good to have some supplements, don’t exhaust yourself because of the children.”
When the old man saw her stuffing money into his hand, he became anxious: "This is money for the children. What does it mean for you to give it to me?"
"I'm a lot older, so I don't need money. I just make do every day."
The dean quickly explained: "Grandpa Wang, I have made a lot of money recently by helping others with tutoring, which is enough to subsidize the children's daily expenses."
"Take these first and take good care of yourself before doing the serious business."
The two of them were pushing and shoving back and forth, and there was absolutely no worldly desire for benefits.
Qing Ning suddenly realized that he couldn't understand the world. He tugged on Zhuo An's sleeve and asked him: "Lord God, is it money that they are trying to avoid each other in their hands?"
"Yes." Zhuo'an nodded.
"Then why do they shirk each other?" Qing Ning raised her head and asked him, "During my births, I saw many people fighting for money and selling me as goods. It was money like this that they coveted."
"Why don't they want the money?"
Zhuo'an explained in a warm voice: "Because this is the world's kind thought."
"This world is relative. Where there is light, there are bound to be shadows. Just like black and white, good and evil, these are all relative."
"We can't make the world become a single color, nor can we make the world change in the direction we want, but we can do our best to make the world more light and bring kindness to the world. More."
He blinked to look at Zhuo An and bit his fingernails unconsciously.
He actually didn't know the big principles that Zhuo'an said, but he felt that Zhuo'an liked himself who knew the big principles, so he was studying hard.
Try hard to learn how to be what Zhuo'an likes.
Zhuo'an: "This old man is over 70 years old this year. His son died in a car accident when he was in his 40s. His wife couldn't stand the excitement and left, leaving him alone. The earth lives on in the world, and by scavenging, it supports thousands of orphans without fathers and mothers to go to school."
"The director of the orphanage was a graduate of a prestigious university, but she gave up her high-paying job, returned to her small village, and opened an orphanage to allow these children without fathers and mothers to return to work. Feel the warmth of the world.”
He looked at Qing Ning's dark eyes and said to him softly: "A Ning, it is human nature to be greedy for money.
But in this world, there are always more important things to do than money. "
"And in this murky world of black and white, there will always be people who choose to sacrifice their own interests in exchange for the interests of more people."
"But this is not stupidity, this is the kindness of the world."
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