roccoschili Chapter 152 I Didn't Love Her From the Beginning
Chapter 152 I Didn't Love Her From the Beginning
After meeting Shen Ning that day, Xiao Ruyi sat alone in the teahouse for a long time.
She was very confused after hearing Shen Ning's words, but she couldn't figure it out at first. Han Yin liked Shen Shu not because of Shen Shu, but because of her?
Han Yin wants to deal with her?
That shouldn't be the case. Even if their relationship isn't as sweet as honey, they are childhood sweethearts and have no conflicts.
Thinking can calm people down. Xiao Ruyi gradually calmed down. She did not go to find Shen Shu again, but invited Han Yin back. The couple had dinner together with their children.
Xiao Ruyi mentioned Shen Shu calmly for the first time: "How will my husband arrange for her?"
Han Yin looked at her in surprise, then asked suspiciously, "What tricks are you trying to play?"
Xiao Ruyi felt a pain in her heart, but she could only endure it: "My husband is determined to have her, what can I do? She is pregnant with my husband's child now, there should be some rules, it is not right to let her live outside all the time."
Han Yin saw through her hypocrisy at a glance and immediately dropped his chopsticks: "I know you can't tolerate her, so there's no need to pretend to be magnanimous. I will take care of her affairs, so you don't have to worry about it."
Han Yin didn't care if his son was frightened or not. He stood up with a cold face and was about to leave. Xiao Ruyi was so angry that she was shaking all over: "Han Yin, I am your legally married wife, but now you are wholeheartedly devoted to a divorced second-married woman. Where do you put us, mother and son?"
Han Yin stopped but did not look back. He spoke in a low voice with disgust: "If you behave yourself, you will still be the young lady of the Han family. If you do something you shouldn't do, don't blame me for being ruthless."
He left so decisively and ruthlessly that Xiao Ruyi realized very clearly that Han Yin didn't love her at all now.
It was all because of that bitch, that shameless bitch who seduced him.
Xiao Ruyi was shaking with anger, feeling dejected and desperate.
They were obviously fine before, but they became like this because of Shen Shu.
She must kill that bitch!!
Xiao Ruyi gritted her teeth in hatred, but she slowly calmed down after feeling hatred for him. Before... was everything really fine?
Xiao Ruyi thought about the years since she married Han Yin. When she got married, the Xiao family was still prosperous. She married in a grand manner with a red wedding gown that stretched for ten miles. She married a childhood sweetheart who was young, handsome, and well-matched with her. She didn't know how many girls envied her.
She loved this childhood sweetheart wholeheartedly and felt that marrying him was the happiest thing in the world. She took care of her husband, served her parents-in-law, raised her children, and devoted herself wholeheartedly to this family.
She loves Han Yin, and has always loved him.
I’m afraid that he’ll get wet on rainy days, and exposed to the sun on sunny days; I’m afraid that he’ll get tired when doing something.
She made clothes for him with her own hands and cooked soup in her spare time.
She loved doing these things, loved watching him drink the soup she cooked, loved him wearing the clothes she made, and she always felt that they were a loving couple.
But what about Han Yin...Looking through her memories, he only smiled at her a few times, and she couldn't even remember when he had smiled at her.
He was usually cold and taciturn, and even during the rare sex life he would complete them without a word and without the slightest bit of sympathy.
Does Han Yin love her?
Xiao Ruyi's face turned pale. Why did she only notice this problem now?
Han Yin didn't love her, he never loved her from the beginning.
It was just because Han Yin had only her as his wife before, and she was limited by her own fantasy, and had never realized that something was wrong. Now that Shen Shu appeared, the huge contrast made her unable to accept it instantly.
She lay on the bed with a sad face, recalling every detail of her past with Han Yin.
She and Han Yin have known each other since childhood, and she has always had a good impression of Han Yin. After she came of age, when she learned that the Han family came to propose marriage and the target was Han Yin, she was so happy that she couldn't sleep all night.
After the engagement, she counted on her fingers, looking forward to the day when she would marry Han Yin day and night.
Later, she got what she wanted and everything was perfect. She felt that there was no one happier than herself.
Xiao Ruyi thought about the time when she had just married Han Yin. No matter how Han Yin treated her, at least she was truly happy during that time.
Because the Xiao family was still there, everyone in the Han family obeyed her. Even Han Yin's former concubine was taken away by her mother-in-law, so that no one could cause trouble for her.
Thinking of this, Xiao Ruyi's expression changed slightly. Han Yin's concubine?
That’s right, Han Yin had a concubine before, but she had never seen her. She just heard about her from others. Anyway, when she got married, Han Yin was always clean.
So, where did this concubine go?
The woman's intuition told her that the existence of this concubine must be very important.
Xiao Ruyi was cautious and did not ask the Han family directly. Instead, she found a servant who was sent out by the Han family and asked her about what happened a few years ago.
This old woman only swept Madam Han's yard and didn't know much, but from her, Xiao Ruyi learned that Han Yin once loved that concubine very much.
The concubine was called Liu'er, the daughter of Han Yin's wet nurse. She could be said to have grown up with Han Yin. She had been taking care of Han Yin's daily life since she was seven years old. After she came of age, she naturally became Han Yin's concubine.
However, before Han Yin and Xiao Ruyi got married, Liu'er and her mother left the Han family, and no one knew of their existence since then.
The daughter of the wet nurse, grew up together, together since the age of seven...
These unfamiliar words kept hitting Xiao Ruyi's mind, and she suddenly felt that her childhood sweetheart was ridiculous.
She thought that her childhood sweetheart was someone she often met Han Yin and talked to him often, and they would hide on the grass and play when their mothers had gatherings.
However, they were born and grew up together, and are very close to each other. That is what true childhood sweethearts are.
But if he is really such an important person, why have I never heard Han Yin mention him?
Where did the Han family send the people?
Xiao Ruyi was eager to find this Liu'er. Her image as a good daughter-in-law in the Han family for many years was still of some use. She managed to find some clues without alerting her mother-in-law and Han Yin.
However, when she found Liu'er, she was filled with despair.
Liu'er is dead.
Just one month before Han Yin married her five years ago, her mother took her away from the Han family and went to Zhuangzi. Liu'er left a letter and hanged herself.
She couldn't accept leaving her childhood sweetheart, and even more so, she couldn't accept watching him marry someone else.
She knew she was not worthy of him, and in despair she committed suicide. Only after her death was it discovered that she was two months pregnant.
"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha......"
Xiao Ruyi was crying and laughing, and she looked like a madman.
How ridiculous! The happy marriage she had been looking forward to turned out to be breaking up two people in love. But she knew nothing, everyone was hiding it from her, and she did nothing, yet in the end she had to endure Han Yin's hatred.
Yes, at this moment she was absolutely sure that Han Yin hated her!