roccoschili Chapter 185 Good Manly Style
Chapter 185 Good Manly Style
After taking the letter from the housekeeper, Yang Chenyu took it in his hand and glanced at it casually.
It was just a simple letter, nothing special about it, except for the words "From Lord Yang" written on the cover.
Looking at the housekeeper who was still standing there, Yang Chenyu waved his hand and said, "Go down."
"Yes, my lord."
After the housekeeper left, Yang Chenyu staggered into the house with the letter.
After returning to the house, he casually threw the letter aside and went to the bathroom to take a shower.
After taking a shower, Yang Chenyu sat on the bed, touching his dizzy head. When he was about to rest, he glanced at the letter lying there.
Originally, he had no intention of reading the letter, but an inexplicable curiosity arose in his heart, driving him to walk over and pick up the letter.
When he came to his senses, he found that the letter was already in his hand.
He smiled helplessly and said to himself, "Forget it, since I've picked it up, I might as well take a look. Maybe there's something important here."
After that, the envelope was gently opened, revealing a piece of rice paper that was very common on the market, nothing special about it.
Yang Chenyu looked at it, and when he saw the content clearly, his face turned pale and his pupils suddenly contracted.
The hand holding the letter trembled slightly due to the force, and in an instant, the brain that was confused by the alcohol became extremely clear.
He held the letter and shook his head, "Impossible! How could anyone know this? I must have read it wrong."
Yang Chenyu read the contents of the letter carefully again, and his heart sank a little.
It only read: Lord Yang, you don't want your homosexuality to be known to everyone. In order to ensure that your reputation is not damaged, please go to Zuixianlou alone at midnight three days later.
The veins on Yang Chenyu's forehead bulged. This was a secret he had been hiding for a long time. Even his parents, wife and children didn't know about it. Why would anyone else know about it besides him?
If this matter were to become public, his reputation and status would be ruined.
"Who is it? He knows so much about me." Yang Chenyu muttered to himself, with a fierce look in his eyes.
Yang Chenyu stood up and paced back and forth in the room, thinking about how to deal with the situation, and the letter paper in his hand had already been crumpled.
Go, it might be a trap.
If I don't go, and the other party really spreads this matter, the consequences will be unimaginable.
After struggling for a long time, Yang Chenyu gritted his teeth and thought to himself, "I want to see who is behind this."
After making up his mind, Yang Chenyu held the letter paper in front of the candlelight and watched it being swallowed by the flames bit by bit.
In the light of the fire, that gentle face was full of viciousness.
Yang Chenyu was born into a scholarly family and was the eldest son of the Yang family. There were not many descendants of his generation, and apart from him, there was only a pair of younger siblings.
Yang's father did not like his mother, the wife chosen by his parents for him because she was of equal social status.
But he still gave his wife the respect she deserved. He didn't have a concubine, nor did he have a mistress. He even didn't have a concubine before his wife got married.
Until, Yang's father met someone he liked, took her into the house, and doted on her very much. But even so, he still respected his wife and asked his concubines not to offend her.
Originally, there shouldn't be any trouble in such a family, but Yang's mother is a lunatic, a lunatic who loves Yang's father madly.
Before the concubine came into the house, she thought that her husband would like her over time. Until the concubine came into the house and attracted most of her husband's attention, her heart began to become twisted.
In order to gain more attention from her husband without exposing her virtuous and gentle image in the mansion, she turned her attention to the then young Yang Chenyu.
She let the boy, who was less than three years old, catch colds frequently, or pricked him with an embroidery needle when he was sleeping soundly at night, so that Yang's father would come to her room and sit for a while.
When he grew up a little, his mother began to force him to study. After all, as the eldest son of the Yang family, his father still valued him very much.
He would come to test Yang Chenyu every day, and if he answered well, he would praise Yang's mother for her good parenting skills.
Seeing Yang's father praising her gently, Yang's mother became more and more intoxicated and became more and more aggressive.
She became increasingly demanding of Yang Chenyu, and any slight mistake would result in severe punishment and endless abuse.
Every time I would whisper in his ear, "Yu'er, mother is doing this for your own good. Do you still want that bitch's child to be better than you?"
"Yu'er, now that you are a talented person, let's study for a while and work harder so that your father can come to visit us more often."
"You are such a loser. How come it took you so long to learn it? When will you be able to pass the imperial examination?"
"Yu'er, why hasn't your father come today? Is it that bitch who's pestering your father? What a vixen, what a shameless woman."
Under the day-to-day torture from his mother, Yang Chenyu's psychology began to become depressed and distorted.
One day, his mother and father went out together, and he got a chance to breathe.
When he came to the yard, he saw a wild cat jumping in from outside. For some unknown reason, his little hands caught the cat.
When he regained consciousness, the wild cat was lying on the grass covered in blood.
At that moment, he felt very comfortable all over, and all the depression he had been holding for days was released.
At this point, he found a way to vent.
Later, he passed the imperial examination and it was at that time that their city was occupied by Wang Yi and his men.
On the day the city was broken, he took the initiative to find Xie Chengyun and successfully followed him.
It made him what he is today.
In the eyes of outsiders, Yang Chenyu is a bright and handsome man, but they don’t know that everything is a disguise.
After achieving success, Yang Chenyu brought all his family members to the capital.
Now that he is capable, no one can do anything to him, including his biological mother.
However, the shadow cast by his childhood is indelible, and it also makes him dislike women.
But in order to maintain a perfect image in front of others, he endured his disgust, married a wife, and had a child.
As for his homosexuality, it was a secret he kept tightly hidden.
From killing small animals at the beginning, to not being satisfied with that later, he set his sights on those weak boys.
Later, when he arrived in the capital, he would disguise himself and go to some small elephant houses.
He really liked the helpless look of these weak things in front of him, it really fascinated him.
Whenever he was upset, he would go there to vent.
But now.
Looking at the letter paper that was about to burn his fingers, he loosened his fingers slightly, and the still burning letter paper fell to the ground, and turned into ashes the moment it hit the ground.
Looking down at the ashes on the ground, Yang Chenyu stepped over them.
He must never let anyone else know about this.