Female Master: Why doesn’t my wife love me yet?

Chapter 315 She Said It Wasn’t Worth It

"Well, are you feeling unwell?"

Gu Qingyuan tried to ignore the beauty in front of her, divert her attention, and asked him.

Lin Xinghe suppressed the shame in her heart, thinking that since she had already married into the Gu family, it was not a shameful thing.

His fingers were long and straight, his skin had a faint sheen, his nails were neatly trimmed, his fingertips were tinged with red, and he gently pushed back the loose black hair.

Then, his tone seemed to be seductive.

"Come closer and I'll tell you where I feel uncomfortable."

"Oh."

Gu Qingyuan took another step forward and smelled the fragrance of him after taking a bath.

The fragrance mixed with the smell of medicine on his body stimulated her nostrils.

Seeing that there was no trace of distracting thoughts in her eyes, Lin Xinghe felt a little frustrated.

I have clearly put aside my shame and seduced her, but she is still indifferent.

It was not until Gu Qingyuan sat on the edge of the bed and the two of them were very close that Gu Qingyuan raised her hand and touched his collarbone.

Lin Xinghe was overjoyed, she finally understood what she meant!

So, he slid down a little, and inadvertently let his clothes slip off naturally.

He reached out, grabbed her wrist, bit his lower lip, and looked at her with eyes that seemed to be able to draw silk.

"It's a little cold."

Before Lin Xinghe understood what she meant by "a little cold", he felt his body sink as if covered by something.

Gu Qingyuan pulled the quilt beside him and covered his body, and asked with concern: "If it's cold, why don't you wear more clothes? What if you get sick without covering yourself with the quilt?"

Lin Xinghe's expression gradually stiffened.

Seeing his unhappy expression, Gu Qingyuan was even more certain that her idea was correct. She advised him earnestly, "Your current health condition is not very good to begin with. You should take good care of yourself."

She pulled the quilt up, trying to cover his neck as well.

But when she pulled, she felt some resistance. It was Lin Xinghe trying to pull the quilt down.

Gu Qingyuan thought that the quilt was a bit heavy and difficult to pull up. After her unremitting efforts, she successfully pulled the quilt up. At this time, only Lin Xinghe's head was exposed outside.

He looked at her with some resentment.

"By the way, what did you just say?"

Lin Xinghe gritted his teeth and said word by word: "I am fine now."

"Sure enough, I caught a cold. I'll feel much better after covering myself with the quilt."

Lin Xinghe: “…”

Did she really not understand? Or was it because they hated her that they did this on purpose?

Tears welled up in his eyes, and gradually, his eyes became moist, and he looked like he was about to cry.

When he was at his worst, he rarely cried, but his heart was dead and he thought he might as well die.

But now, after being with her, he felt that he was gradually becoming pretentious.

The room was quiet.

Gu Qingyuan wiped his tears and asked, "Are you still feeling uncomfortable?"

Lin Xinghe grabbed her hand and placed it on his chest, saying, "It's here that I feel uncomfortable."

Suddenly, Gu Qingyuan felt the skin under his hand was a little hot.

Heat came from him and she tried to break free, but she couldn't.

Lin Xinghe was crying and laughing, as if he had gone crazy.

"I thought, I thought I could finally marry you as I wished. But why is there no me in your heart at all? You can share your love with others, why can't you give me a little?"

The young man in front of her looked more vicissitudes of life than before, especially after he fell ill. His body became thinner and thinner. She could even feel his rough bones.

She said calmly: "Lin Xinghe, calm down."

He shook his head. "I can't calm down right now. Whenever I think about how you'll forget me when I die, I feel so bad that I want to burst into tears."

He leaned on Gu Qingyuan's shoulder, sobbing again and again: "Tonight, I just want to leave something for you. At the very least, when I die, there will be some connection between us."

After sitting up, because of the translucent gauze he was wearing, he lay on Gu Qingyuan's shoulders, and she could feel the touch of his body under the gauze.

She didn't say anything, so Lin Xinghe continued, "I want to leave a child for you. Even if I can't take care of it in the future, it can still accompany you on my behalf. But this is very selfish, because this child is destined to be without a father after it is born."

Like an insecure little animal, his body trembled slightly, afraid that she would push him away.

Doing these things and saying these words tonight had taken all his courage.

Hugging her was the most intimate thing they had ever done between them.

After hearing his words, Gu Qingyuan was shocked.

She had never expected that this person, whom she had only met a few times, had such deep feelings for her. It turned out that somewhere she didn't know, there was someone who loved her so much.

Tears wet a small piece of clothing on her shoulder. She seemed tired of crying and lay there motionless.

Gu Qingyuan called him twice, and he responded to her softly.

She grabbed Lin Xinghe's shoulders and separated him from her, and saw his red eyes.

With a long sigh, she said, "It's not worth it."

She has never been a loyal person, and even more so after coming into this world.

Lin Xinghe said, "As long as I think it's worth it, then it's worth it."

He had only heard of her from others before and was curious about her.

But later, she became an obsession of her own.

"It feels like this is unfair to you," she said honestly.

With Lin Xinghe's status, he can definitely find a wife who loves him more, but now she can only be a servant by his side.

"No, there's nothing fair or unfair."

There is no such thing as fairness in matters of the heart, and besides, being able to be with her now is the greatest gift from God to him.

He has chosen her and will never change in this life.

Her heart was touched. At this moment, Lin Xinghe plucked up the courage and gently kissed her face.

Soon, he let go and said with a sense of relief: "Actually, I have wanted to do this for a long time, and now it has finally come true."

He left her with his back, just like he did when Gu Qingyuan just entered the room.

"I'm not feeling unwell tonight. I just wanted to see you for an excuse. If I were a liar, you'd hate me even more, right?"

Gu Qingyuan pulled his shoulders and said seriously, "I know."

He asked nervously, "Has the impression I left on you become even worse?"

"That's not true."

She guessed something from the way he was dressed when he came in.

Lin Xinghe smiled. Even if she was lying to him, he was already satisfied.