Crossing the Palace Fighting Fox Harem

Chapter 389 Dream Time

Xuanjizi withdrew his gaze from Yun Zhen's back, steadied Liuguang in his arms, and said, "Sir, let me help you first..."

"No." Before he could finish, Liuguang pointed in the direction where Yun Zhen left and said, "Follow him."

"Follow?" Xuanjizi looked at Liuguang in confusion. The determination in Liuguang's eyes did not allow him to refuse.

"Follow him, don't let him find you..." Liuguang was injured, and his legs could hardly walk. He had to be supported by Xuanjizi to move. Now, the most important thing for him was to heal his wounds, but why was he so obsessed with following Yunzhen?

Xuanjizi advised him for his health, "But the most urgent thing is..."

"Don't say anything more, just follow him." Liuguang interrupted Xuanjizi again and gave the order in a more resolute tone.

Xuanjizi had no choice but to help Liuguang chase Yunzhen. At this time, Yunzhen's back was about to disappear from their sight. Yunzhen, who was in a hurry, didn't even notice that there were two people following him. After arriving at Wenhua Courtyard, he went straight to Taoyuan.

They could only chase him to Wenhuayuan, but Liuguang was unable to move because of the snake venom. Looking at Yunzhen running towards the depths of Wenhuayuan, Liuguang seemed to have realized something and murmured, "As expected, as expected... it's for... that Zhaoji..."

As early as the first time he met Zhao Ji, Liu Guang realized that there was an unspeakable secret between Yun Zhen and Zhao Ji.

After Bao'er's death, the scene of the two of them snuggling together next to the small grave at the end of the Ten Miles of Peach Blossoms was deeply engraved in Liuguang's mind and could not be erased. That night, from the sadness in Ji Anni's eyes, Liuguang had already seen her deep feelings for Yun Zhen.

After that, Liuguang tried to find out Zhaoji's secret from Yunzhen. But Yunzhen refused to say a word, so Liuguang had to give up. Even so, Liuguang's heart was always shrouded by a dark shadow, which could not be shaken off. He always felt that Zhaoji must be hiding an astonishing secret, otherwise it would be impossible to save Yunzhen from Baoer's illusion with just a kiss.

Now, Yun Zhen actually ignored the treatment of his wounds and rushed to Wenhuayuan after escaping from Shekou. He must have been going to see Zhao Ji.

Apart from Baoer, this was the first time Liuguang saw Yun Zhen so nervous about someone else. He was surprised and felt even more uneasy. But he no longer had the energy to think about it. The venom in his body had almost drowned his consciousness. He tried not to blink, fearing that he would never be able to open his eyelids again after closing them. But now he had reached his limit, and even with his eyes open, everything in front of him was dark.

"Sir! Sir!" Xuanjizi felt Liuguang's body suddenly fall down, and he shouted anxiously.

But no matter how he shouted, he couldn't bring Liuguang back to consciousness.

Liuguang forced himself to open his eyelids, but at this moment they reached their limit and slowly closed helplessly...

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Compared with the depressing reality, dreams are always very beautiful.

In a trance, I went back to more than ten years ago, when I was still a naughty child.

I could faintly hear bursts of laughter and in front of me was a bright and warm sunshine.

I looked at my raised hand. It was very small. My tiny hand had no power to hold anything. I clenched my hand into a fist and ran forward with all my strength. I ran past the green grass and the fluttering catkins. I subconsciously stopped because I saw two figures in front of me.

They were two familiar people, Baoer and Yunzhen.

Among the students in Wenhua Academy, Yun Zhen was the most silent. He didn't like to talk, but everyone often talked about him.

Because he is always full of topics, for example, he has the ability to see some strange things, he has a charming and beautiful little girl, a despised mother, and a strict father who always likes to scold people with a stern face.

Perhaps because he was afraid that people would talk about him and his family, Yun Zhen always kept silent and never took the initiative to communicate with others.

But Yun Zhen has endless topics to talk about with Baoer.

No one knew what they were talking about, because they always liked to hide from others when they talked. From a distance, you could see their happy and tacit smiles. At that time, Liuguang would feel that they must be talking about a very pleasant topic.

Liuguang picked up a wild fruit from the ground and threw it to them, successfully attracting their attention.

"What are you talking about secretly?" Liuguang pretended to be indifferent and approached them. Like a child, he was curious about all the things he didn't know.

"Shh, there's a little earth monster here." Baoer told the shouting Liuguang seriously.

Liuguang immediately understood that the topic between them was monsters.

"Humph, you must be lying. If there is a dirt monster, how come I can't see it?"

He didn't want to admit that he was jealous. He didn't want to admit that he was jealous of the special ability to see gods and ghosts. He didn't want to admit that he was jealous of people who were close to Baoer.

Yun Zhen didn't say anything, but Bao Er argued unconvincedly: "It's true, I believe it."

"Only someone as stupid as you would believe what he said..." Liu Guang hadn't finished speaking when he felt a sharp pain in his calf. He looked down and found that there was a circle of faint teeth marks on his calf.

"Don't move, I'll help you drive it away." Yun Zhen hurried to Liuguang's feet and grabbed something out of thin air.

The "it" in the sentence refers to the "earth monster" that Baoer just mentioned.

"Monster, you monster!" Liuguang ran away in fear, leaving behind the two words "monster" to hurt Yun Zhen.

Since then, Baoer has never spoken to Liuguang again. Liuguang felt that this was worse than not allowing him to eat meat for three years. He tried to regain Baoer's favor for himself. He was smart and knew that he had to start with Yunzhen.

"You call me a monster, but I am the monster." Liuguang deliberately chose the time when Baoer was present and took the initiative to apologize to Yun Zhen.

There was no deep hatred between the children. Taking this incident as an opportunity, the relationship between the three of them gradually improved.

Yun Zhen and Bao Er, who used to always talk about monsters together, now have a new friend, Liu Guang.

Liuguang is a lively child who can get along with anyone. With Liuguang's help, Yunzhen gradually has more friends, including Kang Xiaorong, Huarong and Yuemao. However, Yunzhen's relationship with Baoer is always the most special.

Liuguang has always been confused. Everyone says that he is a devil, but in the case of Yun Zhen, does it prove that he is not a devil, but a good kid with a kind heart? He thought about it for a long time, and before he knew it, five years had passed.

It was only then that he finally found the answer. Perhaps he was not kind, but had other intentions.

Was it to appease the boy or to get closer to the girl?

Five years, a full five years, Liuguang finally discovered that his first love had already planted a seed of ignorance five years ago, but after five years, no flower had bloomed. This is a pity, and also a failure. He had to admit that he lost.

Five years later, they are no longer as innocent as they were in childhood. Kang Xiaorong and Huarong's engagement makes everyone sensitive about relationships between men and women. Liuguang doesn't love anyone. Whenever someone asks him, he always proudly declares: I don't love anyone. Everyone believes this and thinks he is a playboy who is ambiguous with everyone.

But only Liuguang himself knew that he did not express his feelings because he did not want to admit his failure.

He thought Yun Zhen would protect Baoer for him, but Yun Zhen always disappointed him.

Ten years ago, Yun Zhen, who watched Bao'er enter the palace, disappointed him once; ten years later, Yun Zhen, who caused Bao'er to commit suicide, disappointed Liuguang a second time.

After losing Baoer, everyone knew that Yunzhen was in great pain, but no one noticed...

Liuguang's heart was also squeezed dry of blood.

He couldn't cry, shout, scold others, get depressed, or show any emotion.

This is a more painful pain.

However, now he discovered that Yun Zhen had another secret.

Yun Zhen was too nervous about Zhao Ji, which made Liu Guang gradually feel like he was being fooled.

Zhao Ji's importance in Yun Zhen's heart had long exceeded Liu Guang's expectations.

He really wanted to grab Yun Zhen's shoulders and yell at him about his relationship with Zhao Ji.

But he can't... never, because to this day, he still doesn't want others to know that he once loved Baoer very, very deeply..., loved the woman who never belonged to him.

He is unrestrained, wandering among women, and flirting with them, just to hide the fact that he has someone in his heart.

All my efforts have come to nothing. I don’t know who appreciates my hard work and what I have gained in return.

Nothing, emptiness, pain, regret... only these...

If I could die, I could meet you in the underworld, right?

Liuguang covered his cold cheeks with his hands, not knowing what expression to use to face Baoer.

How nice it would be if time could stay in the carefree days of youth, if I didn't care so much about winning or losing, if I wasn't afraid of rejection, maybe my memories of Bao Er wouldn't be so monotonous as they are now, my mind would be filled with images of her and Yun Zhen leaning on each other. And I was always just a bystander, silently watching how they loved and how they endured pain.

I love you, too, Bao Er…I love you, too…

I will never have the chance to tell her the words I never said before.

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"Sir, sir, are you awake?" The strange voice brought Liuguang's consciousness back to reality.

"You go down." A deep voice came into his ears, and Liuguang recognized it as the voice of his father, Liu Mingshan.

Did he already have been carried back home?

Although he was unable to open his eyes for the time being, his consciousness had already recalled what happened before he fell into a coma.

Then he heard footsteps leaving and a door closing.

Liuguang could feel that the doctor had left the room, leaving only his father and himself.

The time in the dream is very short, and short things are the most beautiful. Even if it is just some painful memories and regrets that cannot be healed, I want to sink into the dream with her beautiful figure, instead of facing this boring world alone.