Female lead: No, it's me again??

Chapter 233 Am I not human?

She paused slightly, "Perhaps the Ancestor never told you that you once loved someone, and that person bears some resemblance to Hongyue."

That proud, sun-like Ali, perhaps, must also begin to confront what happened back then.

Xuan Li's heart froze in that instant.

The world is quiet.

Her hand holding the token was trembling.

Xuan Li asked incredulously, "What...what did you say?"

"Did I ever love someone?"

absurd!

Xuan Li felt that Shen Ya had played a huge joke on her, and she simply couldn't accept it.

"Shinya, are you joking?"

"I loved someone. Xuanzu knows, you know, but I'm the only one who doesn't know!"

"You've clearly never even seen the Ancestor!"

As if talking about something Shenya didn't want to mention, her voice became a little hoarse, "Ah Li, I didn't lie to you."

"You abandoned all of us because of him."

"You have disappeared from our world for many years."

Shenya was angry that Ali left without saying goodbye, so she bit her when they first met, but Ali didn't bite hard.

Because Ali is afraid of pain.

"When I see you again, you will have no memory of anything. You will have forgotten the past, forgotten him, and forgotten us."

"I want to take you back, to bring you back into our world, but seeing you so happy, I don't want you to remember the past."

That past was too cruel for her.

She didn't know how Ali and Xuanzu met, but she knew that Xuanzu had no ill intentions towards Ali.

Abandon everything...forget the past...

Xuan Li seemed to lose her ability to speak for a moment; she didn't know how to process what she had heard today.

She once loved someone, but he abandoned everyone and she lost her memory.

She wanted to laugh, but Shen Ya's jokes weren't funny at all, yet she couldn't laugh.

Those inexplicable emotions and subconscious feelings were telling her that her past was not what she saw now.

How could she accept this?

What kind of person would make her abandon everything to leave?

"Ya Ya, does that person... really exist?"

Xuan Li refused to give up.

She simply couldn't accept that there had ever been a lover in her life, a lover she didn't even know existed.

This caused the information she received to collide with her past memories, making it difficult for her to distinguish between dreams and reality for a moment.

"It existed before, but it no longer exists."

"What do you mean?"

"He died, caught up in the chaos, and his body was never found."

died?

Xuan Li hadn't yet recovered from the fact that she had a lover when she received news of his death, leaving her stunned and unsure of what to do.

How could he die?

Will not.

Xuan Li's eyelashes trembled, and she unconsciously pursed her lips.

why?

When the death of her former lover is mentioned, her first reaction is negative; is she denying the person's death?

Could this person actually exist, or is he just a figment of Ya Ya's imagination?

Despite all that Shen Ya had said, Xuan Li still found it hard to believe.

But just now, she began to believe it.

Her eyelashes trembled, and tears were faintly visible at the base of her lashes. "Ya Ya, what...does he look like?"

"Ali wants to know?"

Shenya couldn't bear to see her so depressed.

This Ali is not the Ali she remembers. The Ali she remembers is lively and quirky, not like this...

Silence.

“I… … ..”

Shenya pretended to be deep in thought.

"Then I'll have to think about it carefully."

"He was incredibly ugly. His face was pockmarked and uneven, as if it had been gnawed on. His clothes hadn't been washed in ages. He was short and extremely dark-skinned..."

After listening for a while, Xuan Li felt increasingly uneasy and quickly interrupted her, "Stop, stop, I don't really want to listen anymore either."

Could she have fallen for someone like that before?

"Absolutely! You said he dotes on you, just like Hongyue right now—beauty is in the eye of the beholder, isn't it?"

Xuan Li: "......"

Okay, she seems to really fall for that.

"Ya Ya, can you restore my memories?"

"No."

"why?"

“Ah Li, I don’t want you to recall that painful period again. Besides, you locked your memories yourself, and no one but you can unlock them.”

Xuan Li was somewhat unwilling.

"So, am I just destined to never remember?"

She now desperately wants to know everything that happened in the past.

"That's not necessarily true. There will always be some key factors that unlock the memory. Let's just let nature take its course."

Shenya comforted her again, "Don't worry, if you want to know anything, just ask me!"

"We used to be best friends!"

Seeing no hope of recovering her memories, Xuan Li was depressed for a while, but quickly cheered up again, "Ya Ya, am I really a demon? Why is my blood purple?"

She asked the question that was very important to her.

"Of course Ali isn't a demon. Her blood is purple because Ali is of a different race. How could she possibly be a creature like a demon?"

"That's good....."

Before Xuan Li could even breathe a sigh of relief, she realized something and exclaimed in horror, "Wait, different races?"

"Am I not human?"

As Kagami naturally said.

"If someone is my friend, can they even be a human being?"