Spring, summer, autumn and winter (GL)

Chapter 149

She remembered that at the funeral of Qiao Sha's death, Shi Ci was standing by the family's side, dressed in black, like a wet and silent tree, everything around her seemed to be out of touch with her.

She decided to go to study abroad, Chen Yiyi asked her: "You won't come back, will you?"

They were drinking at that time, Shi Ci was already drunk, the corners of her eyes were moist, she smiled and said: "Well, I don't want to come back."

As if scalding hot water was pouring on the heart of the flesh, Chen Yiyi felt the sizzling and rolling pain of blood.

Look at me, I'm right there with you.

Is there no place in this country worthy of your nostalgia?

Can't I, can't I?

She endured it, and finally said nothing.

No, let's get rid of this thought as soon as possible.

She plans not to come back.

Before it's too late...

When Shi Ci first went to the United States, they still kept in touch. Slowly, Shi Ci was busy with her studies. At that time, she was doing auditing work for a well-known company in Yancheng.She didn't know about Shi Ci's relationship status, only a few short phone calls occasionally, she learned that she was not in a relationship.

Sooner or later, Shi Ci will have someone by his side, after all, she is so outstanding.

In the first two or three years when Shi Ci first went to the United States, she occasionally returned to China, but each time she came and went in a hurry, only seeing her family members, and they never got together once.Later, from Shi Hai's mouth, Chen Yiyi knew that Shi Ci was in love again, and that the other party was a Chinese-American.Chen Yiyi couldn't tell what she was feeling, she thought that Shi Ci would really not come back.Fortunately, there was no confession at that time, and fortunately, her heart was withdrawn in time.

A few years later, Shi Ci went back to the country for a long vacation, and they finally met. At that time, Shi Ci brought Miss Miu to introduce her to her. When Chen Yiyi saw Shi Ci, he couldn't move his eyes at all. The pain became more dazzling, that exquisite and bright face was soaked in the night, dazzling like the sun, illuminating her thoughts hidden in the darkness.

Chen Yiyi felt that something deep in his heart came alive again, more vigorous than before, and he couldn't restrain it at all.She had to grab something to connect with her, to establish a bond with her again.

She said that she wanted to open a bar, which was a safe and comfortable place where women could drink with peace of mind. She made an excuse, saying that she had insufficient funds, and invited her to become a shareholder. She didn't have to worry about other matters, and she just enjoyed the dividends.

Shi Ci really agreed.

She asked her again, "Now that you have developed abroad, you really don't plan to come back?"

Shi Ci smiled, "The current job is not bad, so I probably won't come back."

Chen Yiyi was silent, and asked about her relationship status obliquely. Unexpectedly, Shi Ci was single.Because of the relationship between the bar, the two of them got in touch again, and Chen Yiyi also intentionally approached Miss Miu, not because of Miss Miu's family background, nor because of the huge network behind her, but purely because Miss Miu is Shi Ci's close friend.

She really tried her best to integrate with Shi Ci's life as much as possible.

Probably God heard her call. Shi Ci finally returned to China four years ago. When she heard the news, Chen Yiyi was trying wine when the cup and stirrer in her hand fell to the ground, and lemon juice got into her eyes.

Sure enough, if you never forget, there will be echoes.

Take it slowly, don't be too hasty, after waiting for so many years, don't be in a hurry, not to mention that she has an advantage over others.She thought, tears falling silently.

Chen Yiyi couldn't figure out that Shi Ci and Wenwen were in love, but she soon realized that it didn't matter, this woman could never surpass Qiao Sha's position in Shi Ci's heart.

The onlookers could tell, and she could tell that Shi Ci was not suitable for her at all, but occasionally seeing Shi Ci being so considerate to Wenwen made her feel uncomfortable.

Sure enough, Wenwen didn't know Qiao Sha, and Shi Chi quarreled with her, and they broke up.

A lover's bond is sometimes as fragile as a note, but a best friend is forever.

Chen Yiyi also thought about confession, what would happen if the confession was successful, thought about the countless times they could have skin-to-skin contact, and even fantasized about their quarrel, who would be the first to subdue these plots.But when the truth came to her lips, she still didn't dare.How ridiculous, people in their 30s don't dare to confess, only dare to do some small tricks behind their backs, and she will spurn herself.I also complain about Shi Ci, you see, it was you who made me like this, you careless, heartless woman...

She also has moments of ruthlessness. When she falls in love again and again, she just wants to forget her and stop thinking about her. The girlfriend she is with is not unlovable or uninterested, but once the relationship is really confirmed, she will be lazy. Tired, tired.

How many times have I dreamed back at midnight, entangled in love and hate, persistent in obsession, but only that name is engraved on my heart.

Forget it, she thought, it's good to be friends. When you get old, if you don't stay with them, you can be considered as acquainted with each other when you were young.

If it wasn't for Tang Chirp's appearance...

With a "click", Chen Yiyi's boots broke a branch, and she came back to her own downstairs.She wiped her face, walking in the snow without gloves for so long, her hands were almost frozen with cold.

She numbly took the elevator upstairs. After getting out of the elevator, she was taking out her keys when she suddenly found someone waiting for her in front of the door.