I was a concubine in Legend of Zhen Huan

Chapter 198 Su Peisheng (27)

An Lingrong is now becoming more confident, calm, happy and comfortable, but Zhen Huan is becoming more and more gloomy after failing in her attempts to win favor.

How did things turn out like this?

Zhen Huan looked at Prince Guo who was obviously having a good conversation with her mother in front of her, and muttered to herself.

It shouldn't be like this.

Before this, Zhen Huan could clearly feel that Prince Guo was somewhat interested in her.

When Prince Dun challenged her to dance the Jinghong Dance, Prince Guo stepped forward to accompany her; when she had her first miscarriage, Prince Guo rushed into the Yiku Palace and risked his life to save her; when she celebrated her birthday, he played the Feng Qiu Huang and carefully prepared a sky full of kites and a pond full of gifts for her; he even hid a small portrait of himself in the purse he carried close to him... How could this not be considered friendship for her?

But if he really had feelings for me, why did he become so distant from me after meeting my mother?

Obviously, every time they met before, Prince Guo would take the initiative to come up and talk to me. If I talked to him a few more words, he would be even more delighted.

But now, when Prince Guo saw Zhen Huan, he only nodded slightly respectfully, and then circled around Yun Xinluo like a puppy seeing a bone.

Although she had never liked Prince Guo before, Zhen Huan couldn't help feeling jealous when she saw her high-quality dog ​​turning to lick someone else, and this person was of such an identity.

When she saw Prince Guo, she thought of her other bootlicker, Wen Shichu.

Zhen Huan smiled self-deprecatingly. Was she glad that Wen Shichu was still standing by her side?

But what’s the use of having Wen Shichu who is devoted to me?

Even though Zhen Huan was thirty years old, she would not look down on such a powerless man, a minor official.

Everything changed after her mother entered the palace. The emperor no longer favored her, and Prince Guo no longer followed her.

Both her body and mind suffered severe damage. After the great blow, Zhen Huan decided to learn from her mistakes and then be brave again.

She didn't want to live like this anymore. The share she was promised was small to begin with, and seeing that she had fallen out of favor with the emperor, the servants in the Imperial Household Department treated her even harsher. Not only did they deduct two-thirds of her already small share, but recently they went so far as to only give her two steamed buns and a plate of vegetarian dishes per meal.

No, Zhen Huan was born into a wealthy family, a royal family, when had she ever been tortured like this?

Even when she first entered the palace to avoid the emperor's favor, and when she had her first miscarriage and was in a cold war with the emperor, she had never suffered such suffering.

It’s different after all.

When she first entered the palace, Shen Meizhuang was favored and was still learning how to manage household affairs. The Queen also relied on her to get better quickly to help deal with Concubine Hua. Also, since An Lingrong had suffered, she had to save the good things in her own allowance to help her. When she had her first miscarriage, Jiang Zhongmin was still on good terms with her on the surface. Everyone knew that it was she who took the initiative to ignore the Emperor, and in fact, it was very likely that she would regain his favor. At that time, there was also the wife of Prince Dun who came to her rescue.

And now...

Shen Meizhuang had to curry favor with the Queen Mother to survive, and could barely protect herself, so her care for her was limited. Wen Shichu was useless, he could only treat illnesses and could not do anything else.

An Lingrong had already severed her friendship with the Queen; when Zhen Huan was humiliated in the street, there was already a rift between her and the Queen, and after Concubine Hua's death, Zhen Huan had lost the last bit of value in the Queen's eyes; Prince Dun's wife had also long been sent to prison by Zhen Huan for her ingratitude; the Emperor was cruel and did not care about their old relationship, and Zhen Huan had repeatedly sought his favor but was rejected by him; her mother...she had not come to see her since she had a miscarriage.

Therefore, Zhen Huan’s current situation is really bad.

Such a hard life is not what she should live. Zhen Huan brainwashed herself, she did this not only for herself, but also for the servants who were loyal to her. She had to find a way out for them.

As the person closest to Zhen's mother, Zhen Huan naturally knows her preferences.

Zhen Huan is also a person who can put aside her pride. She used the excuse that she repented and shouldn't have pushed her mother accidentally that day. She ran to Zhongcui Palace, hugged Yun Xinluo's legs, knelt down and cried bitterly: "... Huan'er was very regretful afterwards. Mother, I was wrong. It was Huan'er who got into trouble because of her temper. It's right for mother to be angry. However, father is gone, and we Huan'er only have mother and Yu Rao in the palace. Even if mother is angry, please don't abandon Huan'er..."

Zhen Huan's crying scenes are always very touching, and Yun Xinluo is really a soft-hearted woman. How could she not forgive the eldest daughter who was hugging her thighs and crying in front of her and who she had raised with great difficulty?

Oh, there's no need to even talk about forgiveness. From the beginning, she never blamed Zhen Huan.

She didn't want to enter the palace, and she was happy to be pregnant with the child, but there was nothing to regret about losing the child. She didn't love the emperor, and the reason she didn't resist was, first, to retaliate against Zhen Yuandao for having affairs behind her back and bringing Huanbi, a concubine's daughter, home; second, under the imperial power, she was a little girl and really couldn't resist.

As soon as Zhen Huan arrived, she knelt down in front of Yun Xinluo. Now that she had finished speaking, Yun Xinluo hurriedly helped her up.

"Huan'er, what are you talking about? You are my biological daughter. Even if there is something wrong, as a mother, I should always bear more responsibility. What's more, I have never blamed you." Yun Xinluo's eyes were sincere and kind.

When Zhen Huan met her gaze, she felt guilty and avoided Yun Xinluo's eyes which were full of infinite love and tolerance, feeling very uncomfortable.

Zhen Huan thought to herself, "It's only because I know you won't blame me that I feel even more embarrassed."

Zhen Huan no longer resisted contact with her own mother, and Yun Xinluo was naturally happy about her arrival.

Yun Xinluo had no problem with it, but Pangju was extremely unwelcome to Zhen Huan's arrival.

Originally, when Zhen Huan was not around, there was only a Chun Yuan doll. The doll's temperament, appearance, and character were 99% like Chun Yuan. Fat Ju also called her Wan Wan, which was almost the same as the real Wan Wan. Fat Ju even felt that this was another chance given to him by God, allowing him to find Wan Wan again in the crowd.

But Zhen Huan came. Not only was her appearance defective, only 60% of the real thing, but her personality was not very similar to Chun Yuan. Zhen Huan was too stubborn and obstinate, and the emperor did not like her personality.

If it weren't for Yun Xinluo, he could have barely tolerated these minor flaws of Zhen Huan, but now there was a high-quality imitation that was so lifelike that the emperor felt that Zhen Huan's presence was an eyesore.

Even when Zhen Huan and Yun Xinluo appeared at the same time, it seemed to remind him how outrageous he was in finding a substitute. Zhen Huan's presence disturbed his and Yun Xinluo's loving time together and made the emperor feel ashamed.

With Yun Xinluo, Zhen Huan became the darkest part of Pangju's history that he could not bear to look back on. He just wanted to erase this stain as soon as possible. There was no way he would be happy about her arrival.