roccoschili Chapter 132: Troubled Heart
Chapter 132: Troubled Heart
"Sister Fang." Liu Hua stood up and walked towards her, his voice sounding particularly clear in the leisurely air.
Chen Fang was slightly stunned, then looked up at him and said with a smile: "Why are you daydreaming here? The seedlings in the field are waiting for you to take care of them!"
"I just want to say a few words to you." Liu Hua's voice was a little nervous, and he kept encouraging himself to express his sincere feelings.
"Oh? What can I do for you?" Chen Fang put the bucket aside, leaned forward slightly, revealing a pair of clear eyes, as if waiting for his seriousness.
Liu Hua cleared his throat and tried to control his emotions: "Sister Fang, I always feel that you are indispensable in the village."
Chen Fang raised her eyebrows and smiled softly: "Indispensable? I'm just a country girl, fetching water and farming day after day, what's so special about this?"
"You are wrong." Liu Hua shook his head, his tone becoming more determined. "You are not only a member of the village, but also the spiritual pillar of everyone. Whenever I see you busy in the fields, my heart always surges with warmth. Whether it is the laughter of children or the comfort of the elderly, it is inseparable from your efforts."
Chen Fang listened, and her heart was filled with warmth, but her face remained calm: "These are what I should do. Who wouldn't work hard for their family?"
"But you have done much more than others." Liu Hua's eyes became more determined. "I don't know since when, the people in the village began to rely on you. Your voice soothes people's hearts, and your craftsmanship makes us feel warm even in the cold winter. Without you, the village would probably lose a lot of vitality."
Chen Fang lowered her head, her face slightly flushed, as if she was embarrassed by such praise. She was silent for a while, then slowly said: "Brother Hua, I am very embarrassed when you say these words. People in the village help each other, I am just doing what I can do."
"But some emotions can't be measured by ordinary things." Liu Hua's voice became low, "My admiration for you is more than that. I want to tell you clearly about the hidden feelings in my heart. I hope to spend the future with you hand in hand."
These words were like a thunderbolt that caused ripples in Chen Fang's heart. She raised her head and looked at Liu Hua in astonishment: "You...what do you mean by this?"
Liu Hua's face showed a hint of shyness, but then he became very serious: "I sincerely hope to form a family with you and go through the ups and downs together. Sister Fang, your presence fills me with strength every day. I believe that you and I can make this village a better place together."
"Brother Hua, I..." Chen Fang was at a loss. Although she was touched, her mind told her that the difficulties in reality could not be ignored. She shook her head slowly, her voice trembling: "I don't know if I am suitable. Without any skills, how can I take on this responsibility?"
"It's just some mundane truths." Liu Hua clenched his fists and said urgently, "As long as we tolerate each other and work together, everything can be changed. Isn't this how we get through life bit by bit?"
At this moment, Chen Fang's heartstrings were touched by his sincerity. Although the road ahead was full of ups and downs, she also felt a kind of solid warmth. "Brother Hua, I..." Her tone softened, as if hinting at some kind of change.
Liu Hua was secretly happy. He knew that things were not going to the perfect ending, but the communication at this moment was invaluable. His eyes were firm and gentle: "Sister Fang, no matter what choice you make in the end, I will support you here. Because, your existence is like the first light of dawn to me, an irreplaceable light."
The conversation with Liu Hua just now reverberated in her heart like ripples, making her feel extremely complicated. Even though the outside world was quiet, the turmoil in her heart was like a storm and difficult to calm down.
"Miss Fang, what are you thinking about?" At this time, the neighboring child ran over excitedly, and his innocent smiling face looked particularly cute under the moonlight.
"Nothing, just thinking about tomorrow's work." Chen Fang smiled slightly, trying to hide the fluctuations in her heart.
The child pouted and shook his head, "But you look unhappy? Did you encounter any troubles?"
Chen Fang was stunned, then shook her head: "No, I'm just a little tired, it's really nothing."
The child still insisted: "I heard that Brother Hua told you something important? Look how nervous he is, there must be good news!"
"He...he did say a lot." Chen Fang curled her lips helplessly, feeling a pang of bitterness in her heart. Liu Hua's sincerity was engraved in her heart, but it was like a double-edged sword, making her feel extremely struggling.
"Then do you want to be with him?" the child asked innocently, his eyes sparkling with anticipation.
"I..." Chen Fang bit her lower lip, her voice trembling slightly, "I don't know, I have many concerns in my heart."
The child obviously didn't understand and tilted his head and said, "What are you worried about? He's so good to you, why don't you consider it?"
"But I'm worried that I'm not doing well enough..." Chen Fang lowered her eyes, and countless worries suddenly surged in her heart. She knew that she was not perfect, and she was also aware of the heavy responsibility on her shoulders.
The child seemed to sense her hesitation, and mustered up the courage to continue, "Miss Fang, we all like Brother Hua. We think he's great. Besides, he likes you too. You two should be together!"
"But..." Chen Fang hesitated, trying to find a reason to explain her feelings, but the struggle in her heart was beyond words.
"I heard from adults that love can sometimes be very beautiful. As long as you are willing in your heart, you can create miracles!" said the child, with an innocent light in his eyes.
Chen Fang smiled helplessly: "You are really sensible. You know these principles at such a young age."
"I have read a lot of stories!" the child raised his little face and said with great confidence.
At this moment, Liu Hua happened to pass by and saw the two of them sitting together in front of the door. He smiled and greeted them, "Sister Fang, little guy, are you being bothered again?"
Chen Fang's heart tightened, and then she looked at Liu Hua and whispered, "I was just chatting with him."
"But from what you said to him, it seems that he is very envious." Liu Hua had a smile on his face, but Chen Fang noticed the anticipation and nervousness in his eyes, and her heart was in a panic.
"Brother Hua..." Chen Fang uttered a name, but seemed to be hesitant to speak. The emotions in her heart surged like waves, but she could not open her mouth.
Liu Hua seemed to sense her hesitation, and said in a slightly heavy voice: "Sister Fang, are you considering my proposal?"
In an instant, everything seemed to be quiet, with only the sound of heartbeats. Chen Fang's expression changed slightly, and her eyes wandered between the two of them, as if she was in a tug-of-war between hearts.
"I...I thought about it very seriously." Chen Fang finally said softly, as if she was mustering up her courage.
"It's good to be cautious, but I hope you can believe in yourself." Liu Hua's words were as gentle as moonlight, soothing the chaos in her heart. "We can face every challenge in the future together."
"But I'm really afraid of failure." Chen Fang lowered her head, with hesitation in her eyes, "I'm afraid I can't give you the life you want."
"Your happiness is the hope of this village." Liu Hua said firmly, looking at her with burning eyes, "If we go on hand in hand, no matter what kind of life we face, I will try my best to share it with you."
Chen Fang's heart was touched again when she heard Liu Hua's confident words. Facing his affectionate gaze, she gradually felt a little warm in her heart, but troubled and helpless thoughts still surged like a tide.
"I..." Chen Fang spoke with difficulty, as if she wanted to tell her heart, but her lips seemed to be tightly sealed, making it difficult for her to speak. At this moment, she still felt more nervous and uneasy.
The child looked at the two of them with an innocent look on his face: "Are you talking about whether you want to be together or not?"
Liu Hua smiled slightly and nodded easily: "We are also discussing this issue."
"Then make a decision quickly! I'm waiting to see good news from you!" The child smiled mischievously and ran away.
The tangle in my heart turned into a pool of ripples that could not be dissolved in the quiet night.
"Sister Fang, although the future is unknown, I hope that no matter what choice you make, I will always be by your side." Liu Hua's voice was like a clear spring, making her feel dazed.