After crossing, let yourself go

Chapter 127

Yang Bo sighed, "He is too conceited and pretentious. He is old and has a narrow vision. I have talked to him and he is deeply rooted in me. There is nothing I can do."

Don't blame me for being ruthless, and don't blame me for being cruel. Blame it on how you treated us three children all these years. If I hadn't learned the common sense from the late emperor, would you have looked at me more?

If Liu Ying wasn't so beautiful and useful, would you care about your daughter? If mother hadn't been protecting us brothers and sisters with all her might, would we still be alive today?

It's not that you don't know all this, you just pretend not to see it. As a son, I have done my best to tell you all this, but you didn't listen and even said that I was scared by the evil Han Jiu and was not worthy of being a man.

Maybe I would have looked down on Han Jiu in the past, but he today is no longer the Han Jiu you know.

Damn it, that old man is just digging a hole and burying himself for fun? "Brother Yang, do you want to stay in Beiming for a few more days?"

"Go back after the emperor appoints a queen." Liu Ying will be safe, and I believe Yan Beixuan will not blame Liu Ying.

"Xiao Jiu, Yang Bo and I will go back to Dayan together. Don't worry, I will send someone to protect my uncle." Yan Hongzhi picked up some food and put it in Han Jiu's bowl.

This man took the wrong medicine, uncle? The narrow-minded man "well" reached out and pinched his thigh.

Yan Hongzhi did not show the pain on his face. He put one hand under the table to hold down the hand that was about to leave, and chatted with Yang Bo. From time to time, he tightened his hand and felt warm in his heart.

After the meal, Yan Hongzhi wanted to pester Han Jiu to go to Qingse with him, but because of the presence of the Yang brothers and sisters, especially Yang Liuying, he reluctantly let Han Jiu go.

After parting with Yan Hongzhi, Han Jiu walked along the street. From afar, she smelled the fragrance of osmanthus and thought to herself, it seems that I should go back to the Yang family.

When Han Jiu entered Cheng Wang Mansion carrying the bag of osmanthus cake, Gao Fei was so excited that he seemed like he was going to the room, and he kept laughing foolishly.

When I opened the door, I saw Mu Jifan lying on the bed, thinking about something, and handed him the bag in my hand, saying "Just made".

Mu Jifan tried to get up with difficulty. Han Jiu stretched out a hand and dragged him to lean against the head of the bed. He took the bag, took out a piece and took a bite. "Well, it's still so delicious." It still tasted the same.

"I notice that you are quite greedy and picky" and you insist on eating from that restaurant.

Mu Jifan took out a piece and handed it to Han Jiu, "It's delicious, try it."

"Forget it, you keep it. I can't eat things that are too sweet." The candy that Pei Qing gave me when I was making Cheng Feng was sweet enough. If it weren't for my stomach being in bad shape those few days, I really wouldn't have been able to eat it.

"You don't like sweet things?" Actually, I don't like them either. In the past, when I bought them for Lingshan, I just watched her eat them and never ate them myself. But today you bought them for me.

"I guess so. How's your injury? Don't get out of bed all the time. Take good care of yourself." Han Jiu glanced at his abdomen, which was wrapped in a bandage.

"It's okay, you can get out of bed after a few more days of rest." He moved his body to make himself more comfortable. "Xiao Jiu, can you come and accompany me when you have time?"

"What did you say?" Is this guy crazy? Han Jiu looked at him in disbelief.

"I say, can you come and accompany me when you have time? Just like you often go to accompany Yan Hongzhi." I was defeated, completely defeated. I was completely defeated by my own heart that had no bottom line long ago.

Han Jiu frowned. Wasn't what he said clear last time? "Do you know what you are saying? You are the prince of Beiming, a prince of noble status, you have a bright youth and a bright future.

You can choose any man or woman, you can hug her left and right, you can have concubines as many as you want, and it doesn't matter if you have a male lover. Because you are Mu Jifan, understand?" Damn it, you are determined, right?

"I know, but you are the only Han Jiu in the world, right?" Mu Jifan looked straight at Han Jiu, who had an incredible look and a hint of anger on his face.

"No, I will find you any kind of woman you like. Even if you like men, I will get them for you. In short, you must remember your identity. You are a prince." A prince who can have three wives and four concubines, but not one who has three wives and four concubines, damn it.

“Yan Hongzhi is also a prince, and he is also the master of Qingse, and he has always been by your side.

Song Ruochen is the next successor of Qingfeng Sect. Isn't he with you now even though he abandoned Qingfeng Sect?

Speaking of Xiye, he is the son of a miracle doctor. Qiao Yu wanted to open a clinic for him many times, but he refused, just to be able to stay with you, to the place where you will stay forever, the place you think is home.

Why can they do it but I can't?" Because of the excitement that tore the wound, Mu Jifan felt the pain but looked at Han Jiu stubbornly.

"They are different from you," Han Jiu frowned.

"How is it different? What's the difference? They love you no more than I do, and I like you no less than they do. Tell me, what's the difference?

You like each of them, why can't you try to like me? I admit that I really want to monopolize you and be all mine, but I know that is impossible. But what can I do? I can't let you go. Tell me, what should I do?" Mu Jifan shouted hoarsely.

He didn't know if there was any way to stop himself from thinking about this person. If there was a way, he would never let himself be like he is today, in a way that he himself hated.

Han Jiu's hands tightened and loosened. "I will go back to Dayan in a few days..." Before she could finish the words "I will talk to you when I come back", Mu Jifan had gone crazy. He ignored the injuries on his body and wanted to get up. Han Jiu looked at him and saw that the bandages were obviously stained red by pulling the blood. She hurriedly said, "What are you doing? Stay still." Are you trying to die?

Mu Jifan couldn't hear what Han Jiu said at all. His mind was full of Han Jiu's words, "I want to go back to Dayan." He was going back to Dayan and never coming back.

He couldn't walk, couldn't walk, he was sweating in pain and insisted on getting out of bed, he wanted to hold him. Just as his feet were about to land on the ground, his body was hugged by someone, and a familiar voice came to his ears, "Don't make trouble, I'm just going back to Dayan, I will be back."

Mu Jifan seemed to be pinned down. When he came to his senses, he hugged Han Jiu tightly. Regardless of the pain of his wound, his voice trembled as he said, "Don't go. Don't go."

"Do you want to go through this process no matter what the outcome is?" Han Jiu patted his back to comfort him.

"The worst case scenario is that there's someone else by your side. The best case scenario is that I'm the only one by your side. But no matter what, you have to leave a place for me." Mu Jifan, ah Mu Jifan, it turns out that you no longer have the so-called bottom line that you used to talk about.

What the hell is dignity? It doesn't matter anymore. What matters is that Han Jiu is hugging you, isn't he? Just a hug makes you so happy. Can you escape it in this life? If you can't escape it, then just accept it.

It was not until today that I understood why Song Ruochen and Xiye would always stay with this man. Even someone with Yan Hongzhi's personality accepted him as he was. He was poison, a deadly poison.

"I'm going to tell you something next, and we'll continue our conversation later." She let go of Mu Jifan and let him lie back on the bed. Her voice was neither fast nor slow, and her eyes were always looking at those peach blossom eyes. "I'm Han Jiu, a woman who has slept with many men. A woman who can't just care about your feelings, and sometimes she can't even consider your feelings at all.

You know everyone around me. Every one of them is a piece of flesh in my heart. I can't take any of them away. Do you understand?

Think about it carefully, and decide what to do after I come back from Dayan. But I hope you are still the respected and admired prince of Beiming, and not Mu Jifan who has made himself decadent and degenerate because of a woman.

You have to know that you are different from Hongzhi. Although he is also from a royal family, he has been with his master since he was a child. Hongzhi has always been in debt to his wife and his values ​​are completely different from yours. You cannot accept what he can accept. This is the difference between you and him.

As for Xiye, you should understand even without me telling you that Xiye has experienced more over the years than you, a prince, and he will not make things difficult for himself for the sake of so-called loyalty.

Ruochen is a rational person. He knows what he is doing, what he is willing to do and what he is not willing to do. Intellectually, he tells himself that he can accept all of this, so emotionally he can truly accept it from the bottom of his heart.

But you are different. The concept you have been taught since childhood does not allow a woman to have many men. You have always been loyal in your relationships, and Feng Lingshan is the proof of that.

You are loyal and you value love. You hate being promiscuous and unfaithful to one person, so there is no way you can accept a woman like me. Although you say that you can accept having more than one person around me, you don't want to do that in your heart.

You will be in pain after a while, very painful, and my feelings for you are not love, but debt and guilt, you can't accept it, do you understand now?

I've said it all, you should take good care of your injuries and stop torturing yourself. I hope that when I return to Beiming, I will still see the same Mu Jifan that I saw for the first time, the noble and confident Prince Cheng." Han Jiu stood up and left without looking back, leaving Mu Jifan lying on the bed in a daze after being struck by the thunder.