Don't think of rebirth.

Chapter 576 Hello, Ai Ning (Part )

Ever since she knew that she had a bad biological father, Ai Ning has been looking for the answer to a question.

What should we do to become a person who will never disappoint others?

He thought his mother, Ai Wan, was disappointed in him because he was that man's child and she had to give birth to him for physical reasons.

So since he was a child, his mother didn't pay much attention to him and was busy with her own career.

Do you feel that as long as you can't see him, you don't have to face the mistakes you made in the past?

Despite this, Ai Ning still carefully collected newspapers, magazines, and news programs in which her mother appeared.

His mother was so brilliant and outstanding that while he was proud of her, he was also ashamed of his own incompetence.

Despite this, his childhood sweetheart He Meng never gave up on him.

So, from a very young age, Ai Ning vaguely realized that he wanted He Meng to be with him forever.

When she was a little older and had a clear consciousness, Ai Ning carefully named her emotion as "like" which is easy to understand.

But is someone like him worthy of He Meng?

Always bright and lively, always thinking positively and never giving up easily - He Meng can run forward without hesitation on her life path.

But he can't.

He is always hesitant and self-pitying, thinking that he is gloomy and negative in the eyes of others, and always tries to guess other people's psychology with malice.

After going through great pains to be admitted to Mingde, Ai Ning's psychological problems became more serious.

In a private school like Mingde, the students around me all come from wealthy families and naturally develop their own personal interests and hobbies.

Those shining advantages will only expose Ai Ning's darkness.

He felt increasingly insignificant, and increasingly believed that he was not qualified to stand by He Meng's side.

He began to avoid meeting He Meng, and even when he met He Meng's puzzled look, he did not explain.

What's the point of explaining? Will he change for the better after explaining?

Ai Ning didn't want to waste He Meng's time. Even though his grades did improve under He Meng's tutoring, He Meng's own grades declined to a certain extent.

He didn't want to be a burden to He Meng, he just wanted to look up to her.

This kind of mentality is not healthy, but no one knows it. Even if He Meng noticed it, it would not have any effect due to Ai Ning's avoidance.

His grades kept declining, and he was at the bottom not only in Class 3 but also in the entire grade.

Ai Wan talked to him, but it was of no use. She thought it was because she did not educate Ai Ning well that he became like this. Out of guilt, she also adopted an indulgent attitude.

It was not until the first day of his senior year that he was stuck on the road due to a traffic accident and was extremely annoyed, and then he received the message from his friend.

They are called friends, but in fact they are just a group of students who gather together to kill time and think about how to pass the time every day.

The fact that Ai Ning liked He Meng was no secret among his friends. His friends would push him with laughter and say, "I didn't expect you would like such a good student."

Ai Ning also thought about whether he should be angry when his feelings were made fun of, but what right did he have? In the eyes of others, he and He Meng were indeed from two different worlds.

However, since Ai Ning often treated friends, He Meng was also treated with some care.

So when He Meng was harassed by Yan Changming, a friend who happened to pass by recognized He Meng, took pictures of the scene and sent them to Ai Ning.

The moment she saw the content of the photo clearly, Ai Ning felt a buzzing in her head.

He didn't care about anything else, he just opened the car door, got out and ran towards the school.

Then, with a "bang", he lost the ability to walk freely.

Ai Ning's condition is not actually serious enough to cause complete paralysis, but the current surgical method is very risky. The doctor told Ai Wan that it is best to adopt conservative treatment for now. New surgical methods may be developed in a few years, and she will be able to recover better by then.

Ai Ning had no reaction to this. Not only was he unable to protect He Meng when she needed help, but he also became like this because of his impulse.

His self-loathing became even worse, and even He Meng, who came to visit him, was turned away by him.

He was no longer worthy of He Meng, so he might as well just rot quietly on the hospital bed.

Friends also came to visit him and reported to him the "progress" of He Meng and Yan Changming. I don't know if they wanted to stimulate him by provoking him.

Ai Ning gradually learned a lot of things, such as that Yan Changming was a naive and silly guy, but he was serious about his feelings for He Meng.

He Meng was already in a bad mood during that time because of Ai Ning's accident, and her attitude towards Yan Changming was even more ruthless, which was seen as harsh by others.

After so many times, people in the school began to think that Yan Changming was truly infatuated and pitiful, and He Meng was ungrateful.

Ai Ning can accept his own corruption, but cannot accept others' slander against He Meng. He attacked those who criticized He Meng on the forum and scolded them so much that all three of their accounts were blocked.

Finally, he raised his hand high towards the red exclamation mark on the screen of his mobile phone, wanting to smash the phone, but in the end it just fell weakly onto the bed sheets.

What else could he do for He Meng? He could do nothing, including his speech at the forum, which was actually meaningless. With He Meng's state of mind, he probably wouldn't take those words to heart.

Now he is nothing but a completely useless waste.

Ai Ning looked at her legs and thought, is there really any point in living while dragging such garbage?

It is said to be conservative treatment and waiting for new surgical methods, but who can guarantee that it will really be developed in a few years?

Even if they figured it out, would it be effective for him? Wouldn't it just be a gamble on the odds?

But, for a man like him who has accomplished nothing, will fate be on his side?

Ai Ning covered her face in pain, and the ward fell into complete silence.

——Until the shrill ring of the cell phone rang.

The caller ID on the phone screen showed He Meng's name.

Ai Ning stared at the screen, hesitating and not daring to answer it.

What will he say after picking up the phone? Does He Meng need his comfort?

His eyes gradually changed from confusion to panic, or did He Meng see the posts he posted on the forum and tell him not to meddle in other people's business?

Ai Ning couldn't help but raise her hands and wanted to cover her ears.

A hand suddenly reached out from the side and pressed the answer button and hands-free button on the screen quickly and accurately.

"Hey? It's connected! It's Ai Ning, right?" To Ai Ning's surprise, the female voice from the other end did not belong to He Meng.

The girl's tone was very anxious: "When you answer the phone, please speak quickly! He Meng is crying, please comfort her!"

He Meng is crying? Ai Ning instantly forgot all the thoughts just now and blurted out: "A Meng, what's wrong with you!"

After a while, He Meng's choked voice came from the speaker: "A Ning, I can't take it anymore. Why, why do those people say that to me? I'm just rejecting someone I hate. What did I do wrong..."

Ai Ning's heart almost twisted into a ball: "You are right! You didn't do anything wrong! It's those people who are sick in the head!"

He Meng was still crying: "I heard that you had a car accident because of me. You wanted to rush to the school to help me, so you got off the car halfway and got into the accident..."

"Why don't you want to see me? If it weren't for me, you wouldn't be like this, so do you hate me?"

How could he hate He Meng! Ai Ning's mind went blank. He never expected that such a misunderstanding would occur!

"No! I don't hate you! I definitely won't hate you!" Ai Ning almost yelled at the top of her lungs, "Where's that person just now? Are you still there? Where is Ah Meng now? I want to go over there!"