Chapter 203 A Knot in the Heart, A Nightmare
Chapter 203 A Knot in the Heart, A Nightmare
Time flies, and Ye Nuan has already studied at the medical university for two years. Starting this year, she will be a junior, and she will basically no longer need to go to school for classes. She usually studies with her teacher, Director Su. However, because she is still a student, she also goes to Director Ding's place at the provincial hospital every week to study some courses.
One advantage of being a college student is that you can take a summer vacation.
Moreover, Ye Nuan is currently heavily pregnant, with her due date in mid-August during the summer vacation.
Ye Nuan is now someone everyone in her family has to take good care of, because she herself forgets too easily that she is pregnant.
It's already late May, and it's very hot.
Ye Nuan's pregnancy was relatively worry-free in all aspects, with almost no morning sickness. It was precisely because of this that she only discovered she was pregnant when she was almost three months along.
Fortunately, she discovered it in time; otherwise, she would have been laughed at for being a doctor who couldn't heal herself.
Although her elders weren't here, Ye Nuan had a hardworking little gun and a sweet-talking, caring little Yueyue, so her life was quite good.
Nowadays, pregnant women don't have the concept of taking maternity leave early.
Many rural women continue to work in the fields even when they are six or seven months pregnant.
In some workplaces, pregnant women are generally allowed to work until they are eight months pregnant before taking a break.
Ye Nuan's belly isn't particularly big right now, which is probably related to her paying attention to her diet and engaging in appropriate exercise.
She is a doctor herself and has learned a lot about obstetrics and gynecology. She knows that if the baby is too big, it will be difficult to deliver and may lead to dystocia for the mother.
Moreover, when she has some free time, she can't help but think about the child she couldn't give birth to in her previous life.
That poor child, she was the one who wronged him.
Perhaps it was because of the guilt she felt towards her child from her previous life, coupled with the hardships she had endured over the past few months, that she suddenly fell ill overnight.
The weather was already quite hot, and as a pregnant woman, she was naturally even more sensitive to the heat. She stayed in the dormitory at night, and fortunately, because of the floor, there was some breeze even with the window open. Ye Nuan's spot was right next to the window. It started raining during the night, and everyone was sound asleep, so no one noticed. Unexpectedly, when she woke up in the morning, Dong Xiaoling sneezed first.
Ye Nuan also rubbed her nose and sneezed twice, but didn't pay much attention to it.
She believed that having drunk the juice made from the spiritual fruit, her body must be better than that of ordinary people.
But she overlooked the fact that a heart ailment cannot be cured by medicine.
Ye Nuan attended classes in a daze all day. By evening, she felt unwell and took the opportunity to enter her spatial dimension, thinking that drinking some spiritual juice might help.
In fact, I did feel a little better after drinking it, but I was still not feeling well.
"Fine, I'll hang in there for one more day. The day after tomorrow is the weekend, and I can go home."
Since starting university, Ye Nuan has never missed a class, except when she goes to the hospital for medical treatment or participates in emergency rescue missions.
This time, naturally, it is no exception.
Ye Nuan didn't sleep well at night, and kept having dreams.
The next morning, Dong Xiaoling asked her if she had dreamed of giving birth.
"Why do you ask that?"
Dong Xiaoling sighed: "You kept saying 'Baby, Mommy is sorry' last night. And it seemed like you even cried later. I had to reach out and shake your shoulder to stop you from talking in your sleep."
The two beds were next to each other, and they slept head to head at night, which is why Dong Xiaoling shook her.
Ye Nuan was stunned. She had been thinking about some things from her past life lately, and she never expected that she would become somewhat obsessed with them.
She did have a lot of dreams last night, but she could only remember a limited number of them after waking up.
After class that day, Gu Hanchuan came to pick her up in his car.
Ye Nuan was preoccupied with her own thoughts, and she only listened to Gu Hanchuan's words in one ear and out the other. Although she gave a verbal response, she didn't actually take it to heart at all.
When she got home, Ye Nuan realized that her condition might not be very good.
However, considering that she was pregnant, she couldn't use many medications indiscriminately. She asked Xiao Gangpao to make her some ginger soup to drink first, so she could sweat it out and she would feel better soon.
Ye Nuan locked the bedroom door, entered the space first, and made herself some spiritual juice. She drank a small cup this morning and felt it was effective, so she drank another cup now. As long as she didn't get a fever, everything would be fine.
Ye Nuan is also a doctor, and she knows that some medications should not be taken indiscriminately, otherwise they may affect the child's development.
This is a critical period for the child's development, and we can't afford any accidents.
That evening, Ye Nuan disregarded the heat and deliberately drank two bowls of hot porridge, sweating profusely before finally feeling comfortable.
Gu Hanchuan noticed Ye Nuan's unusual behavior: "Are you feeling unwell?"
Ye Nuan shook her head: "It's nothing, I probably just caught a chill from the open window when I slept the day before yesterday. I sneezed twice this morning, and I can't take any medicine right now, so sweating it out will help."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes, I feel much better now."
In fact, Ye Nuan lied. She instinctively sensed that she might have a fever, but it should be a low-grade fever, which is why she had a headache. After drinking hot soup, she sweated a lot, and the headache disappeared. She just felt a little sore all over her body, which should be the symptoms of a fever.
"I'm going to lie down now."
"Would you like me to make you another bowl of malted milk powder?"
"No need, I'll lie down for a while first."
Ye Nuan lay down and quickly fell asleep.
In the middle of the night, Gu Hanchuan shook her awake.
"Nuan Nuan, wake up. You're just having a nightmare. You're okay, and the baby is okay too. Wake up."
Ye Nuan groggily opened her eyes, and when she raised her hand, her forehead was covered in sweat.
"What's wrong with me?"
Gu Hanchuan was quite frightened by her.
"You must be having a nightmare. You kept crying and calling out for your baby."
Ye Nuan's heart skipped a beat, and then she touched the corner of her eye, which did indeed seem a little wet.
"Maybe, I don't remember very clearly."
"It's okay, it's good that you're awake. I'm here for you. It was just a nightmare. If you have a dream like that again, try to remind yourself that it's just a dream, and that should make you feel better."
Ye Nuan nodded, but she knew that this was a knot in her heart, and it might not be so easy to get over.
If it were anything else, Ye Nuan could have a good talk with Gu Hanchuan, but this was a secret she had decided she could never tell anyone in her life, so no matter how painful it was, she could only keep it to herself.
Ye Nuan knew where her problem lay, but the key issue was that she had nowhere to confide in, and she herself didn't know what to do.
You can control other things, but how do you control your dreams?
The weather was nice today, so Xiao Gangpao helped Ye Nuan take some medical books out to air them in the sun to prevent them from getting infested with insects.
"Hey, Auntie, what kind of book is this? I can't understand any of the words on it."
Ye Nuan took it and saw that it was an ancient book, and it was an ancient book about Buddhism.
When did this guy sneak in?
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