The blade of Li Byron gl+

Chapter 192

In fact, thinking about it, it was because of her grandmother that Lanny planted a seed of love for freedom in her heart since she was a child.She never liked the feeling of being restrained. Her ideal in life is to live freely and happily. For this, she is willing to pay any price.

However, there are too many helplessness and compromises in a person's life. When you are not strong enough, you can only compromise.However, when you become stronger, you have to take care of all aspects.There are many worries in front of him, and nothing can bind a person more than the word alive.Lanny didn't understand how her grandmother lived freely. Maybe her grandmother also had a lot of distress and confusion, but she never said it.After all, Lanny is not a grandmother, not as strong as her.

Since Lanny was born, all kinds of troubles and melancholy have come from only one person—her father.

Lanny's father, Chuck Sutter Van Friesman, was an extremely terrifying existence in her impression since she was a child.It's not that he looks terrifying, he is dignified, and his appearance is considered to be the best among men in the entire Federation.It's just that the aura inadvertently emanating from his body will subconsciously scare children with keen senses.

After my grandmother passed away and my father officially inherited the position of general, this feeling reached its peak.For a long time, Lanny avoided him.Her older brother, Sona, was a little better than her, but for some reason, Lanny was afraid of her father.Even though Admiral Friesman was very amiable to her, she found it difficult to approach.

Lanny's father and grandmother are two complete opposites.Grandma is cheerful, upright and bright, always dazzling.However, his father is deep and introverted, gentle and reticent, wise and close to a monster.Folklore says that the father was not the child born to the grandmother, but this is actually true.The grandmother does not have a male partner and therefore does not have a biological son, and the father is the grandmother's adopted son and only child.This matter is considered a semi-public fact in the upper class circle.

Lan Ni's father, the dignified General Friesman, was a child who had lived in the shadow of his adoptive mother since he was a child.

Because of his status as the adopted son of a general, he dared not let his mother down in the slightest, and he did not want any reason for his near-perfect mother to be accused.Yunwen Yunwu, everything must not be bad, not only to satisfy the mother, but also to satisfy the eyes and ears of the outside world.In this way, everyone will say that he is indeed the son of General Friesman, and he will inherit the position of general in the future, which is expected by everyone.

Lan Ni heard from her mother that her grandmother was not very strict with her father. On the eve of the wedding, her grandmother had a private conversation with her mother, asking her to take care of her father more and not let him pinch herself too tightly.The mother said that her grandmother was actually very helpless. She always felt that she had not done a good job as a mother when it came to her father's affairs.

The grandmother said to the mother: This child... has been burdened with too many things, and now he can't let go.

Lanny asked her mother, why did her father force her like this? Her mother replied: It probably has something to do with his childhood experience.It's just that Chuck Friesman never wanted to tell anyone about his childhood, so except for his grandmother, almost no one knew what happened to him before he entered the general's mansion.

Chuck Friesman is undoubtedly strict and gentle to his children, just like most good fathers in the world, he is not good at expressing, but full of deep love.It's just that in Lan Ni's mind, her father's love is mixed with a lot of inexplicable and complicated things, which makes the expression of love look a little bit bad.It is precisely because of this part of the deterioration that she felt extremely terrifying and depressing when she was a child.

She felt that her father would occasionally look at her with extremely indifferent eyes, not as if he was looking at a real person, but as if he was looking at some kind of object, not to mention that this person was her own daughter.Her father doesn't seem to value anyone's life, including his own, and that's little Lannie's biggest fear of her father.

Lani, 6, told her brother Sona, who was 5 years older, about her fear. Sona, 11, covered her mouth and her little face was pale.Lan Ni knew at that moment that this was not just her own delusion, her brother also felt the same way.

Later, in the process of growing up, several things happened, which made Lanny more and more convinced of her guess about her father, and became more and more alienated from her father.She herself has gradually developed a fox-like cunning character who is calm, smiles like a flower, but can do black hands in private.She will have such a character, it is entirely out of self-protection, she has been insecure since she was a child, no matter what, she has to abandon her innocence and equip herself with weapons.

The elder brother Sona also gradually put on the disguise of being lazy and not caring about anything, which is actually another means of protecting himself.Sona was indeed a little tired. He was different from Lan Ni. He was the eldest son of the Friesman family and the first heir to the general in the future. The pressure on his shoulders was much heavier than Lan Ni.He also had much more opportunities to get in touch with his father than Lanny.Sona is a very bright kid, which is why he chooses to show his languor and indifference.

But in fact, Lanny herself didn't realize that sometimes even she had a tendency to despise her own life.It is difficult to say what kind of psychological change this tendency is, but occasionally she will make very risky moves, and she seems to be unaware of the danger.In addition, in order to achieve the goal by any means, even including her own life, she did it once after meeting Mu Li, and she and her father seemed to be getting more and more alike in the dark.