I really don’t want to be reborn

Chapter 119 Zheng Wan’s decision

Eggs were thrown at me, vegetable soup was thrown at me, and I was insulted and called shameless.

Just listening to these words makes people feel heart palpitating, but these things really happened to Ding Xueqi.

Even if she hadn't experienced it, Zheng Wan could imagine the feeling of collapse when someone threw vegetable soup at her.

But compared to these, Zheng Wan is most concerned about Ding Xueqi's current life status.

Zheng Wan's voice suddenly became serious: "Let me ask you, how is Ding Xueqi doing now?"

"I was rescued. It should be fine." Zhu Xiaohua was frightened by his voice. She reacted after instinctively replying and shouted again: "Why are you so mean? Do you know how pitiful Xue Qi is? Because Are you satisfied that Xue Qi jumped into the river?"

As soon as Zhu Xiaohua finished shouting this sentence, the mobile phone in her pocket suddenly rang.

I lowered my head and saw that it was the instructor Lin Shaoqi calling.

"Hey Xiaohua, Xue Qi jumped into the lake, but has been rescued. Now in the psychology department of the infirmary, I have something to ask you. Please hurry up and come over. I'm waiting for you here."

"Okay, instructor, I'll be there right away!"

After hanging up the phone, Zhu Xiaohua glared at Zheng Wan: "Xue Qi is in the psychology department of the medical office now, and the counselor is also there. I'm going to find Xue Qi."

"I will go with you!"

Zheng Wan walked quickly to the infirmary with Zhu Xiaohua.

After venting, Zhu Xiaohua's mood stabilized a lot.

On the way, Zheng Wan asked: "You just said that Ding Xueqi has no father or mother. What's going on?"

Zhu Xiaohua said: "Five months ago, Xue Qi's parents and younger brother died in the Wenchuan earthquake. Now she only has her grandma as her only relative."

Zheng Wan's heart suddenly twitched again.

When his grandfather passed away, Zheng Wan burst into tears. He felt like there was a close relative he would never see again. That feeling was still unforgettable to Zheng Wan.

He has never experienced the feeling that his parents did not have, but he can imagine it just by imagining it. It is a more painful and suffocating feeling than the death of his grandfather.

Zheng Wan suddenly remembered the first time he had dinner with Ding Xueqi in the cafeteria.

At that time, I didn't know why I mentioned the word 'parents', and then Ding Xueqi started crying for no reason.

It was strange at the time, but now it seems that it was his words that touched her heart.

Zheng Wan recalled that when Ding Xueqi introduced herself for the first time, she said she was from the Aba Tibetan area.

Zheng Wan suddenly had an impression in his mind.

Before his rebirth, he traveled to the western region, took National Highway 317, and visited the epicenter.Now that I think about it, Wenchuan seems to be a county under the Aba Tibetan area!

It's just that the three words Aba Zang are so lonely. It's so lonely that everyone only knows about Wenchuan but not Aba Zang.

This timid but extremely beautiful girl did not expect her to have such a life experience, which is indeed a bit heartbreaking.

But unfortunately, he ruthlessly rejected her when she finally came out, and made her suffer all kinds of rumors and even personal insults.

Soon the two of them arrived at the infirmary. After a brief inquiry, they went to the psychology department on the third floor.

As soon as we arrived on the third floor, instructor Lin Shaoqi came out with a tired expression on his face.

"Xiaohua, you're here. Well, classmate Zheng Wan is also here." Lin Shaoqi greeted the two of them.

Zhu Xiaohua asked with concern: "Instructor, where is Xue Qi?"

"Shh." The instructor made a low-pitched gesture, and then said: "Xue Qi is resting in the ward. What about Xiaohua? I want to ask you a question."

"Well, instructor, please tell me."

"When I comforted Xue Qi today, she immediately started crying when I talked about her parents, and her mood became even more unstable. I was very surprised."

Zhu Xiaohua groaned: "Instructor, you are adding fuel to the fire!"

Immediately, Zhu Xiaohua told the instructor what he had said to Zheng Wan again. After listening, the instructor Lin Shaoqi slapped his forehead angrily, shook his head and sighed: "No wonder, no wonder, I said it wrong!"

Immediately, Lin Shaoqi spoke to Zhu Xiaohua and Zheng Wan.

"I have a situation to tell you. Just this afternoon, the school received a call from Ding Xueqi's hometown. They said that Ding Xueqi's grandma was seriously ill and the daily medication cost was 200 yuan. If she needs surgery, It would cost around 20.”

"Now Ding Xueqi's family is very poor, and the whole village has to raise her tuition fees, so her grandmother's disease cannot be cured at all."

The expressions of Zhu Xiaohua and Zheng Wan became solemn.

Ding Xueqi's parents died in the earthquake, and her grandmother can be said to be her only relative in the world.

Now her grandmother is also seriously ill and facing death at any time. In this case, it seems not difficult to understand that Ding Xueqi wants to commit suicide.

Lin Shaoqi and Zhu Xiaohua said: "Xiaohua, go in and comfort her. You are in the same dormitory, and you are most likely her best friend in school. You can organize and talk to comfort her."

Zhu Xiaohua nodded solemnly, then quietly opened the door and entered the ward.

Zheng Wan originally wanted to follow, but was stopped by Lin Shaoqi: "Zheng Wan, please don't go in. In fact, strictly speaking, Xue Qi's jumping into the lake may have something to do with you."

Zheng Wan nodded in approval.

Losing all the relatives in this world will make you feel world-weary, but if you still have friends and bright sunshine in your life, you will not commit suicide.

But after losing all his family members, having vegetable soup thrown at him while walking on campus, and being called shameless, Zheng Wan experienced these things on himself. To be honest, he couldn't bear it.

Although I can't blame myself entirely for being called shameless by others, I can't escape it from it.

Zheng Wan sat down on the stool in the corridor, his mind tangled together like a messy hemp rope, messy and messy.

He was thinking that if he agreed to Ding Xueqi's confession, it might be a different situation.

He was wondering if he should help her. Such a pitiful, motivated, timid and kind-hearted girl, she deserves a better and sunnier life, she deserves to live under the sun.

After a while Zheng Wan made a decision.

help!

Doesn’t her grandma need medical expenses for hospitalization or surgery?

For Ding Xueqi, she may have to wait for death, which may be difficult for ordinary families, but for Zheng Wan, who has property, it is just a matter of effort.

The only relative she has left is her grandma. At least until she has completely come out of her life, she cannot lose her grandma again.

Zheng Wan is not a saint, and he has no reason to help Ding Xueqi.

But Zheng Wan knew that if he didn't help her, he would feel guilty for the rest of his life.