Chapter 679 It's Hard to Cry When Your Heart Is Broken
Chapter 679 It's Hard to Cry When Your Heart Is Broken
Chapter 679 It's Hard to Cry When Your Heart Is Broken
"Liheng has a lot to do, so you're disheartened?"
Ning Yi hadn't told everyone about the thing he wanted to leave before, but when he spoke at this time, Yao Zunian, Jueming, Wenrenbuer and others were all a little surprised.
Among the few people in the Qin family, Yao Zu was old and used to the ups and downs of the officialdom. He knew that he was a royal family before he became a monk. The situation is turbulent, so he can always go back. At most, he will behave cautiously in the future and can't use his spare heat, but since he is the Zhou family, he can't give up on this court.As for Wen Ren Bu Er, he is one of Qin Yuyuan's personal disciples, and the involvement is too deep, so there are not many people who come to instigate him.
Relatively speaking, Ning Yi has much more room to maneuver.Tong Guan and Cai Jing expressed their friendship one after another. Even if they feel a little idle at this time, they can go to the world in the future.Although the Qin family's career has been suppressed, but when it is in crisis, they will not say that they have suffered setbacks and quit.
Of course, after so many years in the officialdom, you have seen many young people who quit after setbacks.It's just that Ning Yi's ability is great, and his temperament is different from ordinary people. If he wants to withdraw, it will make people feel a pity.
But Ning Yi shook his head: "Earlier, when I was reading Legendary Strange Novels, I saw a story about a... a gangster from a brothel in Yangzhou, who came to the capital and did something great for the country and the people ..."
At this time, the vigil in the outside world is full of sadness, and several people are angry, but since they are sitting here talking and chatting, there are occasionally one or two smiles, Ning Yi's smile is also full of sarcasm and tiredness, everyone waits for him to continue , he paused.
"...Speaking of this little bastard, he was a stealthy guy in Yangzhou. He likes to listen to books, and he loves the deeds of the green forest heroes in the books. One day, he really met the green forest rebels..."
Ning Yi told the story in a flat tone, naturally it was just a rough idea, saying that the little gangster was entangled with the rebel, and then he worshiped him. Although the rebel looked down on him, he finally brought the little gangster to the capital. The purpose is to meet with people in the capital and make trouble, but who knows that by mistake, he meets a secretive old eunuch who came out of the palace.
"...In this way, he took over the identity of the little eunuch. The old eunuch is blind, but he can't see him. He was thinking about how to get out of the palace every day, but the palace is strictly restricted, how can it be so simple... One day, the eunuch in charge of the palace asked him to clean the study, and he saw a dozen young eunuchs fighting together..."
"...Accidentally, he and the little emperor became like brothers. Later, with the support of the little emperor, he killed all directions, and there was nothing to lose..."
The story he told was simple, and when everyone heard this, they probably understood what he meant.Yao Zunian said: "The idea of this story is actually interesting." Jue Ming smiled and said: "It's not that simple. In the royal family, there have always been brothers who are as friendly as brothers, or even worse... Hehe , if you want to be more appropriate, like Dong Xian in the Han Dynasty, if you have great ambitions, you might be able to make a career out of it."
Jueming laughs a little flippantly in the second half. Dong Xian of the Han Dynasty is the protagonist of the phrase Duanxiufen Peach Duanxiu.It is said that Emperor Ai of the Han Dynasty liked him, and he was honored and favored. The two were inseparable and shared the same bed. One day, Emperor Ai woke up to have something to do, but found that his sleeve was being held down by the other party. He was worried that taking the sleeve away would disturb his lover's sleep. , then cut off the sleeve with a knife.In addition, Emperor Ai of the Han Dynasty gave Dong Xian countless rewards, and even said to Dong Xian: "I want to learn from Yao, Zen and Shun, how about it?" He even wanted to give him the emperor's seat.
A few years after Emperor Ai's death, Wang Mang usurped the throne.
Jueming spoke narrowly, like Yao Zunian, Wenren and others, also smiled slightly.
Ning Yi also laughed: "It's just that if everything has to be like this, then it's meaningless to do things."
Several people were silent for a moment, Yao Zunian looked at Qin Yuyuan: "When your Majesty came to the throne, he actually paid great attention to and favored Lao Qin, otherwise, it would be difficult to make a plan to defeat Liao."
Talking about this matter in Yao Zunian, Qin Yuyuan also sighed slightly: "Actually, when His Majesty just came to the throne and wanted to cheer up, the old man always acted resolutely, so it was just to suit His Majesty's appetite. One moment, another moment. Your Majesty's heart , There are also... There are more considerations. It's just that the old man failed to understand the holy will when everyone was involved, and made mistakes every step of the way. The death of Shaohe can be regarded as...a punishment for the old man."
To talk about Qin Shaohe's death in such a tone, the tone of the old man's second half became more and more difficult.Yao Zunian shook his head: "Your Majesty's thoughts over the past few years... well, no one expected it, so I can't blame you."
"Now that Taiyuan has been lost, if the Jurchens come again, it will be too late to say these things." Ning Yi took a sip of ginseng tea, "Let's put aside the matter of meeting the source, I will go back to Jiangning, or ask some friends to take care of me, and then open the bamboo book , be a rich man, a coward, or put away your burdens and go further south. I don’t want to get involved in the Bianliang matter anymore. Although I am not a gangster, I am a married man. I will try my best to get here , is enough."
"Since it is a matter of the world, and Li Heng is a person of the world, where can he escape to?" Yao Zunian sighed, "If Jurchen comes back in another day, Li Heng also knows that the lives of the people will be ruined, and he will return here. .Although this incident is heart-wrenching, but Confucians of my generation, if we stay here, we may have a chance to survive. Being married is just a trivial matter, and getting rid of your status is just a matter of choice. Li Heng is a great talent, so he should not leave. "
"Amitabha." Jue Ming also said, "After this incident, it is difficult for the monk to play any role in the capital. Liheng is different. The monk also wanted to ask Liheng to think twice, so he left. The capital will not escape disaster." .”
"Even if I'm here, I'm afraid that the capital will not escape the disaster. This is the disaster of the Wu Dynasty, not just the capital."
"Always have more energy. Liheng said earlier that when he went north to do things, he saw people miserable and for the sake of compassion. How can you comfort your compassion when you go?"
"A gentleman is far away from the kitchen. When he sees his life, he can't bear his death; when he hears his voice, he can't bear to eat his flesh. I have a heart of compassion, but that is only my compassion. In fact, the world is not benevolent, and all things are like dogs. Thousands of people in the Wu Dynasty Tens of thousands of people, if they are really going to be massacred, it is the sin and karma of tens of millions of people. When foreign aggression comes, what is needed is the resistance of tens of millions of people. I have tried my best. Believe me, if the Jurchens go down to the north of the Yangtze River, I will resist myself, and as tens of millions of people are going to die, let them die."
Jueming frowned: "How can those old people, women, and children in Beijing have the power to resist?"
"However, the world is not benevolent, why did you let you go because you are an old man, a woman, or a child?" Ning Yi's gaze remained unchanged, "Because I was in the middle, I had to do my part, and the same is true for you, but you are all because of the world. And contribute, I contribute because of my own sympathy. As far as the truth is concerned, no matter the elderly, women, or children, in this world, there is no other way to protect themselves except to resist with their own strength. When they are violated, I feel uneasy. But even if it’s disturbing, it’s probably over.”
Then he smiled wryly: "Of course, the main point is not them. Hundreds of thousands of scholars, a court of millions of people, if they do something wrong, naturally everyone will be beaten. Then beat and escape... I have done my best." I tried my best and tried my best, maybe the root of the disease was caused when I was injured, and it will be hard to recover in this life. Now the situation is like this, so I have to run away. If there are dead people, even if I can’t bear it, I have to treat them as what they deserve.”
His words were indifferent, and everyone fell silent.After a while, Jueming also sighed: "Amitabha. The monk remembered what happened to Liheng in Hangzhou. Although it seems unreasonable, if everyone has the intention of rebelling, if everyone really understands this meaning, The world will be peaceful and long-lasting.”
Ning Yi laughed: "Master Jueming, you resist one bite at a time, not like a monk."
"The thoughts in Liheng's heart are different from ours." Yao Zunian said, "That's fine, if you can write a book and talk about it in the future, and pass it down, it will be a great learning."
Although Ning Yi's statement is indifferent, Yao Zunian, Jueming and others are ordinary mediocre people: one person can save tens of thousands of people because of compassion, but tens of millions of people should not wait for one person, A few people went to save them, otherwise they just deserved their death.What a precious and unyielding will is revealed behind this concept.It would not be an exaggeration to say that it is the true meaning of the inhumanity of heaven and earth.
He didn't owe this common people anything.
Ning Yi shook his head: "It's your business to write or something. When I go to the south, I will operate bamboo records, bookstores and private schools, but I am interested in doing it. I will print the set of books by Xiangye Go on, if Nian Gong and Master have any writings, I can earn some money. In fact, this world is the world of the world. If I leave, everyone will retreat. I don’t know that other people can’t support him. We may also A little too arrogant."
"I wish so." Yao Zunian smiled, "At that time, even if you are just an idle family man, you will feel at ease."
"It's just that the situation in the capital is still unclear, and I'm afraid it won't be easy for Li Heng to retreat." Jue Ming warned, "Being valued by Cai Taishi Tong Wang Ye and others, it will not be easy if he wants to retreat now. It's better for Li Heng to know."
"I know."
"If this comes true, we still have the energy to spare, so we will naturally help Li Heng and his gang." Jue Ming said, "It's okay, the way is not right, let's float in the sea. As long as you take care, we will see you again someday. "
They talked for a while about these things and those things.The ups and downs of the officialdom and the ups and downs of power are lamentable, but they are always commonplace for big shots.With Qin Shaohe's death, the Qin family should not be bullied. Next, even if Qin Yuyuan is dismissed and blamed, there is always a chance to make a comeback.And even if he can't start again, what can he do besides accepting and digesting this matter?What can be changed by cursing a few words about unfair fate, dark court, and drowning sorrows with alcohol?
After all, right now is not the age when powerful ministers can be in power, there are many forces in the court, if the emperor wants to take Cai Jing's seat, Cai Jing can only watch and suffer.
After commemorating Qin Shaohe on this day, the sky was already slightly bright, and Ning Yi returned to Zhuji, sat on the roof, and recalled his journey along the way.It has been just seven years since Jinghan came to this era in the spring of the seventh year. From an outsider to this era, the breath of this era is actually seeping into his body.
From Jiangning to Hangzhou, from Qian Xiwen to Zhou Tong, he went north because of his compassion. He had also thought about doing something, and if he couldn't do something, he would leave.Based on his understanding of the darkness of society, it is not without psychological expectations of what kind of resistance he will encounter.But when he was in the period, he couldn't help but want to do more and better. For this reason, he really put his wealth and life on many occasions, trying to fight his way out.In fact, this is already far beyond his original idea.
In the original plan, he wanted to do something that would never endanger his family, and at the same time, he definitely didn't want to risk his own life.
If all can be done, it is really a good thing.Thinking back on this now, he often thinks of the development zone he messed up in his last life, and his bright intentions eventually distorted his path.Here, he naturally used many extraordinary means, but at least the road was not bent.Even if it is written down, it is enough to comfort future generations.
If it can be done, it is really a perfect thing.
But of course, nine times out of ten, life is not as it should be.When Yunzhu was going to do something, he told Yunzhu not to forget his original intention, but now that he looked back, since he couldn't move anymore, he let it go.In fact, as early as a few years ago, when he calculated these things with the mentality of a bystander, he had already thought about such a result.It's just that the deeper you get into things, the easier it is to forget those sober warnings.
It's just that the things promised to Hong Ti haven't been done yet - just do it later.
As for this, Jingkang is just Jingkang...
One side loses power, and the next thing is waiting for the emperor and the court to seize power. The next thing is complicated, but the direction is set.The Xiangfu may have some self-protection actions, but the whole situation will not make people feel good. Regarding these, Ning Yi and others already know what he needs to do. Save the really useful part of bamboo notes.
Now that he has decided to leave, perhaps it is not too difficult.
So he estimated.
The development of history is like a torrent. If you look at the past and look forward, if everything at this time is as expected by Ning Yi, Qin Yuyuan and others, maybe after this, the Jin people will come again, and even after that, Mongolia will still rise. The devil named Genghis Khan Temujin will still ride his iron cavalry and wield his long spear, sweeping the world, and killing people, but during this period, the fate of the Wu Dynasty may still be slightly different, or his life will be extended for several years , or build a basis for resistance.
However, even if the tide does not change, there will always be unexpected waves hitting and rising from the torrent.During March and April of this year, with the development of the situation, various things appeared, which still made people feel a little scared.And just like the astonishment caused by the sudden change of the emperor's intentions when the Xiangfu was in high spirits, when the clues of some evil thoughts appeared frequently, Ning Yi and others suddenly discovered that the evil thoughts were so dark. It's still too simple.
The waves hit the rocks.The stream of water parted with a bang.
At that moment, the sunset was so gorgeous.Then came the long night of iron hooves trampling, long spears dancing, Shura fighting, blue dragons splashing blood, karmic flames burning, and thousands of human beings falling into hell...
The disappearance of the last ray of sunshine started from this miscalculation.
(End of this chapter)
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