roccoschili Chapter 602 Who is to blame
Chapter 602 Who is to blame
Chapter 602 Who is to blame
There were countless voices in Zheng Bin's heart calling for him to admit his mistakes, but he still couldn't hold back his face, because he felt that his status and image in Zhou Zheng's heart were so high before, but suddenly he made such a mistake in front of him again. Unforgivable mistake, if he just admits his mistake like this, how will Zhou Zheng think of himself in the future?Will he still regard himself as a big brother worthy of admiration?Will he still respect himself as much as before?
After thinking for a long time, Zheng Bin felt that the answers to these two questions were negative, but Zhou Zheng was not to blame for this. If it were Zheng Bin himself, Zheng Bin would definitely not forgive himself, because what he said just now The words were too outrageous, even if he wanted to excuse himself in his heart, he couldn't find a reason.
In fact, it is a very simple thing for a person to admit a mistake after making a mistake. It is just how to deal with oneself and how to face other people again after admitting a mistake. Others always remember their mistakes and always laugh at themselves behind their backs, so he will become more and more suspicious, and he will become less and less confident, hesitant when encountering problems, and submissive when interacting with others , Slowly, the person who made the mistake will become a different person from before he made the mistake, and the reason for this change is all because of the psychological pressure he put on himself after admitting his mistake.
Although Zheng Bin has never been hurt by making mistakes before, he still understands this simple psychological change, so although he always wanted to sincerely admit his mistakes to Zhou Zheng, he couldn't make up his mind. There is no benefit in procrastinating like this, and it is likely to make things worse and worse, but he just can't get over the hurdle in his heart. When he thinks that Zhou Zheng may change his respectful attitude towards him in the future, he feels uncomfortable all over, and he doesn't even feel comfortable. Know how to face the sun tomorrow.
Zhou Zheng saw all these changes in Zheng Bin. He understood Zheng Bin's mood better than anyone else, because he had fought countless times since he was a child, and made countless mistakes. Of course, these mistakes are only in the standards of adults. It was a mistake. Under the circumstances at that time, he started a fight or caused trouble outside. It was completely an act of protecting himself, but the adults didn't understand it.
Just because he has so much experience in getting into trouble, Zhou Zheng knows how uncomfortable it is to want to admit his mistakes after making mistakes. Before he was five years old, he often admitted his mistakes to his father, but after five years old, he didn’t care about making mistakes outside. No matter how much trouble he caused, or how badly he beat others, he would never admit his mistake after returning home. No matter how his father beat him or scolded him, he would grit his teeth and not say a word of confession.
It is precisely because of so many experiences that Zhou Zheng can fully understand Zheng Bin's mood at this time. For a child who grew up in a honeypot, being in such a situation now is like being on fire Like being roasted, the uncomfortable feeling is indescribable.
Zhou Zheng and Zheng Bin stood opposite each other silently, Zhou Zheng was always staring into Zheng Bin's eyes, and Zheng Bin was always staring at his toes, not daring to look at Zhou Zheng.
As time passed, Zheng Bin showed no sign of admitting his mistake, which disappointed Zhou Zheng. Zhou Zheng originally thought that even if Zheng Bin felt ugly for a while, he couldn't bear to admit his mistake, but after a while, he would Can understand the truth, and then bravely raise your head to admit your mistakes.But the facts were completely beyond his expectation. Zheng Bin showed an unprecedented attitude on this matter. That cowardly character seemed to be very consistent with his cowardly speeches just now. This almost gave Zhou Zheng an illusion. I think that maybe Zheng Bin is so cowardly, and I thought he was so good before, maybe it was just an illusion created by a momentary ignorance.
After having this idea, Zhou Zheng suddenly broke out in a cold sweat, because he knew that if this idea was true, then there would be a big problem. Once Zheng Bin was really not as good as he thought before, then Zheng Bin's other excellent qualities Is it also an illusion?For example, is his attainment in football knowledge and cognition really as high as Zhou Zheng imagined?Brave spirit can deceive people, so the knowledge and accomplishments about football seem to be even more deceiving. If all these are false, all are pretended by Zheng Bin, then Zhou Zheng and his football team will be in the county in the future. It is conceivable how miserable the performance in the competition will be.
Thinking of this, Zhou Zheng couldn't help shaking his head, then sighed lightly, and turned his head away, looking like Wang Dali.
If Zheng Bin can't count on him, then the only thing this team can rely on is Wang Dali. It can be said that the skill of playing football is not as high as that of watching football, but even so, some of the shining points of Wang Dali are real, and the flaws cannot be concealed. Wang Dali is the only one who can withstand the pressure. For example, when the team is in a desperate situation, Wang Dali can always use his shouts and rage to remind his teammates and partners that the game is not over yet, and it is too early for everyone to give up at this time up.
These kinds of excellent qualities are not possessed by most people in the team. In the past, Zhou Zheng thought that Zheng Bin had more excellent qualities than Wang Dali, but today he has doubts about his own thinking. I may still not know Zheng Bin well enough, but that's right, the time he and Zheng Bin have known each other is limited after all, and it really takes time to fully understand a person.
Seeing Wang Dali holding back his anger and staring at the back of Zhao Leilei's head, Zhou Zheng almost laughed out loud. Even if he is angry, the bastard in this team is so naive. Fortunately, he is still in this team, otherwise if I If one person supports this team, I really don't know if I can do it.
Just when Zhou Zheng fell into this kind of reverie, Zheng Bin opened his mouth. After repeated entanglement and repeated thinking, he finally felt that if he did not confess his mistake, it seemed that he would lose face even more. It is shameful to make a mistake, but It is a greater shame and the most unforgivable thing to refuse to admit it. Because of this thought, Zheng Bin finally defeated the dark side of his heart and dared to speak bravely.
"That..." Zheng Bin hesitated to speak,
Zhou Zheng turned his head and stared at Zheng Bin again with prudent eyes. He didn't know whether Zheng Bin wanted to defend himself this time, or admitted his mistakes openly, but it was better than not speaking all the time, refusing to communicate. , the problem is never resolved.
"What?" Zhou Zheng asked.
"I've thought about your two questions just now, and I really can't answer them." Zheng Bin's voice was very low.
Hearing what Zheng Bin said, Zhou Zheng was terribly disappointed. Zheng Bin explained that he didn't want to admit his mistake, because he had no reason to defend himself, so he wanted to be a rogue, saying that he couldn't answer these two questions. The big old women in the countryside sit on the ground and cry when they don't care, they are completely rogues.
Zhou Zheng suddenly felt very uncomfortable. Zheng Bin used to be a person he respected very much, even surpassing Wang Dali, but he didn't expect Zheng Bin to be such a person in the end, which disappointed him to the extreme and made him at a loss. Extremely, without Zheng Bin as a guiding light, where should the team go?Although Wang Dali can be the spiritual leader of the team, technical and tactical matters cannot be solved with only spirit. No matter how difficult the team encounters, and no matter what kind of internal strife within the team, he feels that as long as Zheng Bin is there, the team will not collapse, and as long as everyone listens to Zheng Bin, the team can leave very far.
But now this hope is shattered, Zheng Bin's stalwart image in his heart has collapsed, and he knows what will happen after Zheng Bin refuses to admit his mistakes. The rest of the team, although Zhou Zheng will not tell anyone about this, Zheng Bin must be very suspicious, thinking that Zhou Zheng will immediately announce what happened today to the world and tell everyone, so that Zheng Bin will not stop With the thought of losing face in front of Zhou Zheng, and even more in front of the whole team, Zheng Bin would definitely not be able to stay in the team.
If Zhou Zheng guessed correctly, then Zheng Bin would say something about leaving the team.
Step by step, he deduced the development direction of this matter in his heart. Zhou Zheng felt like a knife was twisted in his heart, and he was in extreme pain. Thinking of Zheng Bin leaving his team, he didn't dare to imagine whether the team would be able to go on in the future once Zheng Bin left.
Although there is a lot of reluctance in my heart, after all, things have developed to this point, and it is impossible to turn back. Zhou Zheng tried his best to control his emotions, and then smiled slightly: "Since you think you can't answer my two questions Question, then I think our conversation can stop here, thank you for your support and encouragement to the team for a long time, I can only wish you a bright future here."
Zheng Bin had been looking at his toes with his head down. After hearing what Zhou Zheng said, he suddenly raised his head, stared at Zhou Zheng in surprise, and said in amazement: "What do you mean by wishing me a bright future? Our team only It’s just that you just passed the qualifier. Don’t you think that the team doesn’t need me anymore? You want to kick me away? Zhou Zheng, you kid can’t be so heartless, right? Yesterday’s qualifying match Sai does not say that all the credit is on me, but the entire strategic policy is also proposed by me. If you want to play the main game, don't you say that you should contribute more to the team at such a critical moment, and you still have to expel me from the team when the battle is over. Isn't this weakening the strength of your own team? If you do this, The happiest is Huang Shuai, and those other opponents in the county competition."
Zhou Zheng criticized with a confused face, thinking that I took the initiative to say these words, wasn't it because I was afraid that you would lose face?Why did you take the lead and put all the blame on me?You're too smart to be a thief, aren't you?
Of course Zhou Zheng couldn't bear such grievances, so he immediately said: "Brother Bin, that's not what I said. I didn't mean anything else in what I said just now. I just said what was in my heart for you, lest you feel embarrassed to speak. Instead, you beat me up and blamed me for your leaving the team? Anyway, we had a good relationship before, even if there were some problems between us, we wouldn’t be playing this trick, would we?”
"What do you mean? I can't understand a word of your words." Zheng Bin's face became more and more ugly.
Zhou Zheng smiled, both like a helpless smile and a self-deprecating smile: "Brother Bin, do you have to let me make it so clear? To be clear, you and I have ugly faces, why bother? You Since we are all planning to leave the team, why bother to tear each other apart, and leave a little bit of decency and respect for each other, so we can get together and part, and we will still be friends when we meet again."
"Who said I'm leaving the team?" Zheng Bin was very emotional all of a sudden, "Zhou Zheng, don't you think that our team is invincible just after passing the qualifying round? So you If you want to kick me out of the team at this time and lead the team forward by yourself, let me tell you, if you have this idea, you are too naive."
Zhou Zheng also looked blank: "Brother Bin, don't you just say that you can't answer my two questions, isn't that what you mean by deciding to leave the team?"
Zheng Bin was about to cry: "Can you not misunderstand me? I said I couldn't answer your two questions because I really couldn't make up any reason to defend myself. I used the fallacy of double standards to persuade you to give up. My dangerous thought was really wrong. In fact, I realized my mistake a long time ago, but I just never had the courage to admit it.
But in the end I figured it out. Although making a mistake is a very shameful thing, and it may not be forgiven by others, but if you don't admit it, it is a heinous thing.
After I figured this out, I opened my mouth and prepared to admit my mistake to you, but before I could get to the point, you kid actually wanted to kick me out of the team. You're so ruthless, you don't show any affection to my former brother at all. "
Zhou Zheng wiped the cold sweat off his face, pretending to be calm and indifferent on the surface, but in fact he was very happy. He looked at Zheng Bin, and pretended to say: "I want to admit my mistake, but I didn't say it earlier, I almost misunderstood , if this is really embarrassing, who do you think is to blame?"
(End of this chapter)