Greenery Ace No. 9

Chapter 604

Chapter 604

After standing still for half a minute, Zheng Bin suddenly burst into tears, and the tears in his eyes couldn't stop flowing out, and he lost control of his emotions for a while.

In fact, there is no reason for him to behave like this. Since he was young, because of poor health, his family members did not allow him to contact outsiders, and kept him at home all the time, allowing him to receive good care and good education Education, although this kind of special treatment has a good effect on his physical recovery, the loss is also huge. Children need friends and are most afraid of loneliness. But at the age when they need friends most, Zheng Bin In addition, there are no friends at all, let alone no friends, not even a person of the same age who can talk.

It is precisely because of this special situation that Zheng Bin's hobbies are particularly single. Football has become the only pleasure and belief support in his monotonous life. His academic performance has always been among the best, even in a key high school, his grades are among the best in the school.

Although Zheng Bin has always had the halo of an outstanding student, everyone in school usually looks up to him, but Zheng Bin doesn't like this kind of himself, because he feels that he is always different from other people in the school. There is a distance, no one really understands himself, and no one really walks into his own life. He is a lonely person no matter at home or at school.

Zheng Bin also tried to change this situation, but he neither had the courage to change, nor did he have the burden of idols. More importantly, he didn't know how to change, because no one had ever taught him how to interact with others, let alone I told him how to make friends with others, so although he made up his mind several times, Zheng Bin's efforts to change the status quo still had no effect.

It wasn't until he heard that Zhou Zheng organized a football team at school that he felt that the opportunity to change his status quo had finally come. Before joining the team, he hesitated a few times, and even felt that the football team organized by Zhou Zheng should not He was successful, but after thinking twice, he still found Zhou Zheng without hesitation and asked to join the team. At that time, he might be the first person to join the team.

After joining the team, there was a lot of pressure from family and school, because everyone felt that he and Zhou Zheng were completely different. When they walked together, everyone felt an incredible illusion. I became good friends with a bad student from the countryside, and this bad student even brought this good student into the football team. More importantly, the football team is a disgrace to Laichuan No. [-] Middle School. Doesn’t Zheng Bin understand all this? ?

All kinds of doubts and rumors reached Zheng Bin's ears, but Zheng Bin was not shaken by these words at all. After experiencing the baptism of yesterday's qualifying match, he even felt that the choice of joining the football team was his choice. There is no one of the most correct choices made in this life.

After hearing the touching words that Zhou Zheng said just now, Zheng Bin was completely moved. Since childhood, no one except his family has ever said such touching words to him. At this moment, Zheng Bin finally felt that he was no longer A lonely person, he has a real friend, and his tears are shed for this.

Seeing Zheng Bin crying like this, Zhou Zheng looked disgusted, he flattened his mouth, took two steps back, and said contemptuously: "Isn't it? Brother Bin, you are so old? You still cry Woke up? Am I seeing it wrong or am I hallucinating? Or are you really starting to cry? I don’t think what I just said was too much? If you think there is something wrong, you can tell me directly , there is no need to attack with tears, right?

You don’t know, I’m quite tolerant. When I make friends or get along with others, no matter what bad habits they have, I can generally tolerate them. What I can’t stand the most is seeing others cry, especially watching When a man cries, I'm so disgusted, don't want it, please do good deeds, don't cry like this, I really can't stand it.

Didn't you just say that?I am most afraid that I will change my opinion and attitude towards you. I can solemnly tell you today that no matter what terrible or excessive things you do to me in the future, I will not change my attitude and attitude towards you, except for one , if you cry in front of me again in the future, I will not only change my view and attitude towards you, but also severely punish you. It is the first time you cry like this today, so I will let you go. There will be a next time, and I will never let you go. "

What Zhou Zheng said was humorous and funny, which made Zheng Bin forget his emotion immediately. He wiped his eyes and said with some embarrassment: "I know, I won't in the future, and I'm not a lover Those who cry, it's just that what you said just now is so good to cry, so I couldn't hold back for a while, and then shed tears.

In fact, I’m not afraid to tell you that before I met you, I didn’t have any friends. Apart from communicating with my family, I almost closed myself in my own world. The school is quite beautiful, in fact, this is all a superficial phenomenon, just like those very popular stars, superficially beautiful, but the sadness in private is only known to me.

Those people in the school usually look up to me when they see me, which makes me feel like an idol for a long time. I feel that I have to maintain this impression if I am regarded as an idol, and don’t let everyone down. , so when I have the opportunity to communicate with others, I will be particularly focused and vigilant, for fear that I may make a wrong sentence or half a sentence, which will affect my image in the minds of others. Go through the content and tone of the conversation with others several times in your mind, and analyze whether each sentence is appropriate or not, whether it is correct or not.

Over time, this habit gave others the illusion that I was a very cold person who didn't make contact with or make friends with ordinary people, so it was even more difficult for me to make friends after that. "

The more Zhou Zheng listened to it, the more he found it funny, thinking, Brother Bin, aren't you in a cocoon?A good academic performance makes your idol burden so big?Are you stupid?But after thinking about it, Zhou Zheng felt that maybe he had never experienced the feeling of being a good student, so he didn't understand that state.

"Brother Bin, you are completely hijacked by your idol burden. If you want to live like this all the time, you will be too tired." Zhou Zheng expressed his opinion.

Zheng Bin nodded and agreed with Zhou Zheng's words very much: "I have realized what you said. In fact, I wanted to change this state a long time ago, but due to many factors, I have not put it into practice for a long time. Action. Frankly speaking, the main reason is that I don't have the courage to put my ideas into action, and those factors are just excuses.

What really made me decide to change all this is when I heard that you are going to form a football team, you know?When I heard the news, I was very touched. A first-year freshman had the courage to organize a football team in such a school that is very exclusive to football. Such courage and determination, I don't think many people can.

At that time, I was thinking, if you can muster up so much courage to play football, then if I want to change my status quo, is it much easier than this?With this thought, I forced myself to act immediately, and the first step in taking action was to force myself to join the football team you organized, so at noon on the day I heard the news that you were going to organize a football team, I went to you and asked Join the football team. "

Zhou Zheng clapped his hands together and said very excitedly: "I finally understood after hearing you say that, you know? When you suddenly asked me to join the football team, I also felt very strange in my heart. Playing football in Sichuan No. [-] Middle School can be said to be a heinous thing, but how can such a gentle person have such courage and want to play football with me?

It turns out that you want to play football is one reason, and the deeper reason is that you want to change yourself by playing football. Your approach is quite right. Only when people force themselves to make efforts can they gain something. Always find something for yourself. If you avoid it with excuses, you will never make progress.

But having said that, is there any essential connection between what you said and what you cried just now?Doesn't seem like a match at all?Brother Bin, you are not deliberately using these words to perfuse me, are you? "

Zheng Bin shook his head in embarrassment, and immediately stretched out his hands to deny: "No, what I said is just foreshadowing, because I am lonely and have no friends, so I am particularly envious of those who have friendship. This has gradually become my heart. I have a heart disease. When I am free, I will think about one thing. What kind of experience is friendship? How is it different from family affection and love? No matter how I think about it, I can’t think of a conclusion until just now , I didn’t really understand friendship until you said those words.”

"Heh, it seems that what I said just now is quite profound, and immediately made you realize the true profound meaning of friendship." Zhou Zheng said with a playful smile.

Zheng Bin was amused by Zhou Zheng's tone: "Stop kidding me, I'm serious. The reason why I suddenly realized what true friendship is is because when you said that just now, I suddenly I feel that I have a real friend, so I know what kind of experience friendship is. Because of this, I want to say thank you from the bottom of my heart, thank you for letting me have friends, thank you for giving me a football player Chance."

Zhou Zheng's expression was dumbfounded, and after a moment of dizziness, he immediately felt blushing, thinking that Brother Bin was embarrassing me by saying this?Do two people still need to thank them for making friends sincerely?Isn't this ridiculous?Besides, I did not give Brother Bin the opportunity to play football, because if Brother Bin and the others hadn’t actively joined the team I organized, I might be the only one in my team now, so in fact it is not I gave Brother Bin and the others a chance to play football. They gave me a chance to play football. If I want to say thank you, I should also thank them. He actually came to thank me. Isn’t this obviously a reversal of the order?

Zhou Zheng scratched his head, originally he didn't want to respond to this question, but as the saying goes, if he accepted Zheng Bin's thanks so frankly, he would feel that something was wrong in his heart, so after thinking twice, he still I am very embarrassed and said: "Brother Bin, since you have talked all about this, I will not talk to you about anything else. First of all, I want to clarify two things with you. First, making friends is the right thing to do. As for the matter of love, when the love is reached, they will naturally become good friends. There is no deliberate element in it, let alone sympathy and flattery. If it is only sympathy and flattery, then it will become a master-servant relationship, which is impossible become real friends.

Therefore, there is no need to thank friends, let alone gratitude, everything is a natural thing, if you insist on thanking, then this friendship will change its taste. "

Zheng Bin nodded as he listened, as if he agreed with Zhou Zheng's words very much. After Zhou Zhong finished speaking, he quickly stated: "So that's the case, because I have never made any real friends, so I really don't like these things." Understood, after listening to your words, I realized that there is no need to thank friends, I will remember, I will never say thank you again in the future, for sure."

Zhou Zheng nodded and said with a very gratified smile: "You can teach a child, this is the first question I want to tell you, and there will be a second one.

The formation of our football team is due to everyone's credit. I am just the first person to come out to organize. Football is banned in our school, so the first person to stand up and call for the establishment of a football team , I will inevitably receive some pressure and criticism. As the first person to call for the establishment of a football team, it is my job to bear these pressures. This idea is also just a fantasy.

So unless it is not to say thank you, if you want to say thank you, I should also say thank you to all of you, because if you hadn't bravely stood up to support me, I would be a polished commander now, let alone participate in the main match of the county competition Well, if the football team is not established in the end, I will become the laughing stock of the whole school, and I will definitely use violence to resolve the grievances with Huang Shuai. In the end, I will definitely be expelled from the school, so the fate waiting for me will be Drop out of school to go out to work, or go to a technical school, learn the technology of repairing tires for two years, then go to work in a car repair shop, repair 2000 tires a day, and earn [-] yuan a month. "

(End of this chapter)